Hellabored69
Hey, hi :)
Long time no talk hehe, I know I've been off for a long time. How are ya? :>
Hellabored69
Hellabored69
TAKING A BREAK FROM SOCIAL MEDIA UNTIL I'M BETTER!!
(Deleting it I mean)
Hellabored69
When you thought they related and understood you until they pull out the Homophobic card...
Hellabored69
It's so weird... Seeking approval from him, knowing I'll never achieve it...
Rist_Worxs
@Hellabored69 Hey, it's alright to process things and accept it. One step at a time- Like baby steps. Sometimes, you can't pour from an empty cup, so please be careful and take care of yourself. You're carrying a lot these days, and I'm proud of you for coming this far. Maybe you expect too much?
Hellabored69
NO, BECAUSE HOW THE HELL DO YOU WESTERN PEOPLE HAVE PANCAKES AS THEIR BREAKFAST?! LIKE I CRAVE PANCAKES 24/7 WHEN YOU PEOPLE ALMOST GET IT EVERYDAY AND I ONLY GET IT LIKE 2 TIMES A MONTH
Hellabored69
Am I the only one who thinks time is going kinda fast? It feels like it was New Year just before.
Rist_Worxs
@Hellabored69 Real. It also feels like the CountryHuman phase was just yesterday hahah! Nostalgic, am I right?
Hellabored69
Idk, vent ig?
I
.. Feel like doing it again... Days and I haven't done it (yet), it feels like something part of me is missing but I don't know what. When I try to force the tears out I get frustrated because nothing comes out. It's messing with my M I N D, they won't talk to me and school's tomorrow. I feel like they're ignoring me or just I don't know. They're gone? I miss them so badly and my family isn't helping with it. He keeps trying to cheer me up but it's not working, I still love him but he probably doesn't, I know it was a toxic relationship, I talked to my therapist and all that but I keep coming back to him pretending I'm not hurt when he's so close but yet so far.
Hellabored69
@Rist_Worxs Lol thanks, I know it's late but can't sleep cuz of caffeine, and I actually have an ex gf and an ex bf issue- anyways thanks again
Rist_Worxs
@Hellabored69 2.) Hm.. So you have an ex-BF issue? I understand you, and your relationship with him, but.. It's toxic, the warm words might turn into poisonous words, I'm worried for you. If you still love him and can't move on then.. I understand that decision. 3.) It's alright to let it all out to the therapist, sometimes; a good release from the stress makes you feel better. Maybe even the therapist finding a solution in the end to fix your problems? Your emotions are valid, and I'm so proud of you for being confident enough to ask for help, even if you were struggling to say so—That's an accomplishment everyone should recognize. If you ever need help; we are happy to help and we're always here to give you advices and comforts!
Rist_Worxs
@Hellabored69 I'm sorry for the late reply- I have been really busy these days recently. (╥﹏╥) Hey, it's alright to feel that way—You're not alone in this. It's alright to take a deep breath and think about the positive memories instead of the negative ones that bring you down. Let's start one by one, alright? No need to pressure yourself. :)) 1.) Sometimes.. People tend to ignore you from different stories or different point of view; so don't think that they're just ignoring you for hurtful reasons. Maybe it's because they're busy—Not in the mood to talk right now in general or in platforms.
Hellabored69
Not me trying so hard to reconcile my friendship with her :'>
Hellabored69
HELP HOW DO YOU GUYS MAKE GOOD BOOK COVERS??
Stewyntig
@Hellabored69 I get someone to make it after finding the background I want. I am computer challenged...
Rist_Worxs
@Hellabored69 You can try searching in Pinterest for some inspiration—And then add some textures (Color, Temperature, Theme, etc.) To make it look more interesting.
Hellabored69
McGonagall's birthday is today! And no. I meant the character not the actor, RIP Maggie Smith though... But on the brighter side! I just survived another one year :3
Happy Birthday to me! :D!!
