Hello5ok

I tried making a book thing and it’s not showing up!

Hello5ok

I hate the fact I posted that 3 minutes ago but can send energetic messages to my friends. Why just why can I not tell people but in the end I know no matter what they say I won’t believe them and even if they try to help me it will never work because you can’t help someone that can’t help themselves.

Hello5ok

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I’m so stupid, I can’t do anything, you ask me to read a clock I can barely do it you ask me to do anything I can’t do it and don’t say shit like “you can and, your not stupid!” Because people always say that and I know they don’t actually think that, I am stupid I can barely read out loud and struggle in general I’m bad at maths even tho I love it I can’t do it. AND PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY “ oh you’ll get it/there eventually!” NO I WONT I NEVER WILL AND YOU ARE JUST LYING TO ME FACE! I will never get it or understand anything, I can’t do anything no matter how patient you are with me you will give up and that’s why I don’t tell others if I’m struggling because nothing ever helps it doesn’t matter what you do or however you try and help it will never work. I can’t do year 7 maths or English I can’t do most of it because I was never taught it and if I was I probably still wouldn’t be able to because I forget stuff so quickly. What’s the point in trying to get better when I know I will never understand it? 
          
          It’s pointless all of this is pointless.

Hello5ok

I am 9 stone and 2 pounds… I hate how I look so much. I look like a pig I what to lose weight but I’m terrified at doing that everything I do doesn’t work because I can’t put in the effort and I don’t eat healthy at all. 
          
          I’m forever going to be a fat pig.