@Hello5ok
Honestly my thoughts on stuff are all over the place.
One day I’m the happiest person alive the next i feel terrible.
With feeling good that can last not even a day or weeks and the same with feeling bad. In a way I guess I do tend to not feel the bast every day no matter what even on a good day but on the bad it’s so much more noticeable especially when I have those thoughts.
It’s not a good day today.
Every time I think my mum finally understands how to help me with my autism I get reminded that she actually doesn’t and that she never will even when she claims she does.
If I can’t talk because I’m overstimulated WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU TRY AND ASK ME QUESTIONS?? HOW IS THAT MENT TO HELP?? And when I still don’t answer SHE GETS MAD AT ME??? And starts shouting at me like that’s going to help??? Also 1 thing I hate is having my fringe up so why did she clip my fringe up??? If I’m angry/annoyed/overstimulated why would you do something you know I hate??? And then blame it on me when I get more annoyed because apparently that’s my fault.
I think I just what to have a irl friend.
I REALLY REALLY want to unblock my friend but I don’t want to break my promise to my online friends. I just miss having a friend, not him tho at least I don’t think so.
So yeah that didn’t last a day.
Ive being doing really well lately!! Stuff is finally getting better.
Who am I? Who will I be? Who can I be?
A Question I’ve been asking myself for years especially in the last year I promise myself I would try and find out but it’s been almost a year and I’m still stuck in the same position forever stuck in this loop of wondering around wondering who I am.
Who will I be? What job will I have? Will the person I grow to be be happy? Or will I be stuck like this forever?
HOW HAVE I PUT ON SO MUCH WEIGHT!??? IVE BEEN KEEPING TRACK OF WHAT I EAT AND HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO STUFF TO HELP SO WHY HAS IT DONE NOTHING!???
Why do I keep gaining weight when I’ve been doing everything right?
I’m genuinely crying what am I doing wrong?
I tried making a book thing and it’s not showing up!
I low-key what to delete everything, TikTok, discord, Roblox, YouTube all social media but I can’t because I can’t just abandon the people I know online.