HelloLynnie

Have I ever mentioned that WuWa makes me more lesbian every time I play?

I woke up at 3pm wtf. I got work to do I didn't expect to wake up that late. Im rushing through these reading rn T0T

Feeling depressed and anxious today

I'm so pissed rn. It's my last semester before graduation and I only have to take 3 classes. 1 class is for my degree, the other 2 are random shitty elective courses. WELL I've just been informed that anything under 12 credit hours is part-time, and therefore I won't receive full-time financial aid. I called the financial aid ppl and I cannot afford to continue with part-time aid so I was just forced to add a 4th class to get 12 credit hours. You wanna know the class I'm taking? Deaf Culture. I'm gonna spend the next 5 months learning about Deaf Culture. Because they tell me all this the day before add/drop closes and literally all the decent classes are gone and only the shitty ones no one wants are left. I'm so unbelievably pissed. I wanted to have a better semester than last year. 
          
          The degree class I'm taking is, according to the prof, gonna be the hardest course for my degree because it encompasses everything I've been taught and the projects look horrible and I'm just so done. And I can't even slack off on Deaf Culture because I have to keep my GPA up for graduate school. And before anyone says "oh it'll be so easy." YOU WOULD THINK SO. for SOME FUCKING REASON, the most useless stupid courses are always the worst when it comes to busy work, projects, HW. And their attendance policy is always extremely strict. Bullshit.

I'm ngl I do get pissed off when ppl doompost and fearmonger, saying shit like "USA is a 3rd world country," "its a dictatorship," and "I fear for my life everyday."
          
          1. If you fucking think the U.S. is a THIRD WORLD COUNTRY, why don't you visit ACTUAL third world countries? These dumbasses don't realize how privileged they are. Millions of ppl would do anything to come here, which is partially why we have such a large immigration issue. Check your fucking privilege and be grateful.
          
          2. Are you stupid or what? If we were in a dictatorship, trust me, you wouldn't have the privilege to run your mouth. Protesting? Would get shutdown immediately. The media and news have seriously brainwashed ppl into thinking we have a dictatorship. It's insane. Just because you don't like the president doesn't mean he's a dictator. That's a word that shouldn't be thrown around so carelessly. So many ppl actually suffer from REAL dictators. If Trump was a dictator, our country would be a lot different. Research actual countries under dictatorships before spouting shit.
          
          3. Be fucking fr. You do not fear for your life every day. I'm sure illegal immigrants do, because yk, they're illegal and ICE is coming for them. But the average American citizen who hasn't committed a federal crime does, in fact, not fear for their life. The fear mongering needs to stop. These delusions are poisoning the newer generations and it will, if it hasn't already, affect our nation negatively. Just fucking leave if you hate it here. Pls. 

finished rewatching Saiki K T0T
          
           I wish it didn't end :(
          
          try not to rewatch the same show instead of starting a new one challenge: impossible
          
          erm actually I watched Banana Fish AND am watching To Be Hero X soooo :D
          
          literally I barely watch new anime I keep rewatching the same shit over and over again its a problem. I have hundreds in my to watch list and I don't fucking watch them... 
          
          my brain has de-evolved and I'm only capable of paying attention if i've already watched it. I've watched Re:Zero too many times to count... I NEED to get back into anime. I used to have so much fun watching seasonal anime or just...anime in general.
          
          I low-key cannot remember watching any new anime in 2025 other than Banana Fish and Re:Zero season 3. Deadass. That's how bad it is. Man I used to watch so much anime back after back. I'm washed, might as well call me unc ATP :'D

2 things
          
          Numero uno: BATO IS DOWN I REPEAT BATO IS DOWN
          
          Its gone, shut down, nuked, erased, wiped, Thanos snapped, ceases to exist. Just. Gone. Im devastated. Like I'm in shock. it still hasn't sunk in. I cant believe the best manga site of all time is gone. I used it for YEARS. I had hundreds of titles in my lists. The community was the best thing ever. Nothing can compare. NOTHING.
          
          whats the point of living without bato? I was able to move past aniwave....but this. I cant. Bato was more than just a pirate site. It was a whole community. I felt safe there. So many women just like me were able to comment freely and not feel uncomfortable. It was a very female centric site and the only one afaik. It was so much fun reading comments and sharing our thoughts and collecting memes.
          
          Josei, OI, and obscure female targeted series thrived there and nowhere else could you find so many works written by women for women. And its gone. Turned to dust. Its a surreal experience waking up to find out it no longer exists. Not even the discord exists anymore. Every mirror site is down. Nothing is left. Is there a point to living anymore?

yall remember when anime aired in full and not parts? 25 episodes, 1 episode every week, no breaks.
          
          now its season 1 part 1
          season 1 part 2
          movie
          season 2 part 1
          season 2 part 2
          
          -_-

Going down the lost media rabbit hole during work
          
          Me and my friends is definitely my favorite 
          
          I also watched the lost McDonald's DS game and another I forgot. Right now watching the lost Mean Girls DS game. It seems DS games are common in lost media
          
          I don't think anything can top me and my friends though. Ngl I was on the edge of my seat.

So I watched Banana Fish
          
          My God it was depressing
          
          It was literally cry porn bro except I didn't cry