HelloLynnie

nah I'm doing this whole ass project by myself :] so far I've done everything and the other 2 have done shitttttt not to mention they barely talk to me they just sit there silently and stare it's very uncomfortable. I'll ask a question and they just...... 0.0
          	
          	srsly why!? and I have another group project due in like 3 weeks and MY GROUP HASNT EVEN STARTED IT. I'm tryna connect everyone and meet up but its proving difficult. I have another group project due on thursday and I really don't wanna present it. its gonna be so bad ughhhhh

HelloLynnie

nah I'm doing this whole ass project by myself :] so far I've done everything and the other 2 have done shitttttt not to mention they barely talk to me they just sit there silently and stare it's very uncomfortable. I'll ask a question and they just...... 0.0
          
          srsly why!? and I have another group project due in like 3 weeks and MY GROUP HASNT EVEN STARTED IT. I'm tryna connect everyone and meet up but its proving difficult. I have another group project due on thursday and I really don't wanna present it. its gonna be so bad ughhhhh

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so UM I finally watched the CSM movie and IT WAS FUCKIGN AMAZING HOly SHIT
          
          I read the manga years ago and I didn't realize how long ago so I looked up when part 1 ended. I read it after part 1 ended but before part 2 started so its been 4-6 years what T0T it felt more like 2 years ago not half a decade wtffff 
          
          no I never started part 2 Im waiting for the series to conclude before starting it. its good tho and the movie was one of the best anime movies I've every watched not even exaggerating it was that good

HelloLynnie

soooo i did my midterm yesterday and got a 68 yeahhhhhh im sad but it just shows that having the students teach doesn't work as well as the professor.
          
          my professor put us into groups and each group teaches that week and seeing as the average was a 74 it didn't go that well. every group that presented made me want to fall asleep I had to teach myself . im scared for the final
          
          i studied too :( i focused on the wrong stuff. the stuff i didnt focus on were on the test what fuckery is this

HelloLynnie

gave my cat a bath. it was A FIGHT
          
          if she had claws she woulda scratched the hell outta me (my parents got her declawed i didnt want her to be)

HelloLynnie

update: i tried blowdrying her and she pissed on me and ran away. im trying to get her to come out so i can make sure she didnt piss all over herself but she wont :)
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I never check my msgs but I did just now and apparently my account got suspended LMAO HOW
          
          no srsly!? I don't read or comment on anything??? Like I literally only use wattpad to vent so??? I've used this app for almost 10 years and ur telling me in November I got suspended? Ofc it didn't tell me for what. Unless someone reported a comment i made YEARS ago idk what else. Not like I've done anything worth reporting unless there are certain words that auto flag the system?? I'm not sure. Every now and then I'll get a msg from the official account saying "a user was concerned about you" or some shit. 
          
          SO if someone is actually reading this don't fucking report me. -_-
          
          Yeah right it has to be the auto flag thing maybe I'm cursing too much

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no because wtf is this!? i got a 72 on one of my projects when i KNOW it was better than a 72. i then go check the scores and I GOT THE LOWEST SCORE. the average is a 40. idk how tf because some of the presentations were downright awful. i honestly have no fucking idea how i got that grade. no seriously how? i answered every question with sources. and my presentation was on the longer side too it wasnt super short like some of them it covered everything she wanted how did i get such a shitty grade? and what am i supposed to do ask her? SHES DEAF
          
          it would be so awkward to have to get the interpreter omg if this class wasn't a throw away class i would be pissed but im graduating next semester but it still makes me question myself when i see someone who slapped together a shitty powerpoint with barely any info get a better grade than me. 
          
          i got. the lowest grade. in the class. me. wow i have no words. ive got beef with this lady now. there's no reason for a 72 when some dumbass got at least an 80. wow if this day couldnt get worse. ive already been feeling shitty today but now i feel extra shitty :)

HelloLynnie

oh when i meant the average is 40 i meant 40/50 which is an 80 btw ha
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@HelloLynnie yeah im still petty over that and it was 2 months ago so thanks fuckhead :) finna get a C in this class cuz these presentations are worth the most out of everything and ik the second one will be just as bad as the first one. there's one more and im pretty sure it'll be the same. not expending the effort on some random core class that has nothing to do with my degree WHEN IM LITERALLY GRADUATING THIS SEMESTER.
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OK so i actually read the feedback (I just saw it) and it turns out even though i did the same thing as almost EVERYONE, i got the worst grade :D so she said it needed to be 10-15 mins long. NO DID A PRESENTATION THAT LONG and if they did reach close, its because the professor talked to them during the presentation. she did not say anything about mine so it did not extend the time. literally there were students that spent not even 5 minutes on there's but somehow mine was graded harshly. OKAY BITCH. 
            
            the other thing she said was i shouldnt have read the slide verbatim and that slides are only used for highlights. i can understand this one, i usually dont do this for, yk, important classes. this is deaf culture idgaf about presenting on albert einstein ok? i was not gonna put in the effort to write physical notes. either way, i wouldve been reading off something, whether it be note cards or slides cuz aint no way am i gonna remember all this shit. still, almost everyone did the exact same thing as me. there were 2 maybe 3 people who had note cards or didnt read out just the slides. yet somehow i still got the worst grade in the class. 
            
            AND GUESS WHAT GUYS? i literally just did my other presentation in the SAME CLASS on thursday :) and did the exact same thing :) this presentation was longer, it definitely hit the 10 minute mark because i showed a 4 minute video but i did not write any fuck ass notes idfc. IDFC. fuck this stupid ass class in that stupid classroom thats always so fucking cold i dont care about the history of deaf culture I DONT CARE it was the only class that fit my schedule that wasnt full. EVERY OTHER CLASS WAS FULL. ALL OF THEM. I had to add this wack class a week after the semester started because my stupid college is stupid and didnt tell me i had to BEFORE ALL THE CLASS WERE FILLED UP
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erm what does it mean if the guy who runs this poke bowl place that i see regularly gives me a free boba drink? I don't wanna assume things but ahhhhhh idk is he just being nice? He remembers my order and now I get a free drink? There's no way he could like me I mean I look like a hobo I'm def overthinking