Hello everyone, i know there's not a lot of people foloowing this account or anything but i just wanted to say that if you don't have any answer from me to your comments or messages then it will most likely mean that I finally did "it". I have been planning it for a while , got it ready just need a perfect date and place and i'm gone.
I don't want anyone telling me " pls don't do this, there's other ways " or bla bla bla because it makes me feel even more guilty about it which makes everything worse and will most likely make me want to do it sooner. I'm thinking of doing it this summer so i can at least see my sister one more time and so i can go watch the waves and eat ice cream with my best friend ( i know you aren't suscribed to this account but if you ever find this somehow and decide to translate it i want you to know that you were the best person i've ever known and that i love you so much bb) also can't wait for him to give me my last hug ever ( i want him to be my last hug) i'm sad it didn't work out but oh well i have no control about such things anyway. Kind of wish i did sometimes though. It just wasn't the right time at all. We're both immature.
I know a lot of you won't understand what i'm talking about but i don't really want you to. I'm just leaving this here so when i'm gone if one of them ever find my account , they'll translate and show the other. I hope it might answer some misunderstanding there was.
Also thank you for giving me the chance to finally do it bb ( you know who you are, if you even find this and decide to actually translate it lol)
Bye everyone, Manon more known as Marient though. I had a great time here. Some regrets then and there about a bunch a things i did but i still had a great time. Love and kisses everyone!
