‎FemQueen✧☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆

As I said, I got updates on H, she was nice to me today AGAIN?! but not as much as yesterday.
          And i went home with L so we'd be at her place, and she told me they played "we listen and we don't juge" a few days ago, and apparently H siad some sick stuff. Idk about me, L told me she didn't, but L also noticed that my whole friend group gossips about each other. Mainly me and H. And I told L, H pisses me off with her only existing

Also yall i know this is like a month after but I've been on wattpad for a year!! ty mutuals ily

Hoiiii im spamming again <3 so H, J and S2 were gossiping about E today. And they all know I'm good with her. And H just started talking about how ugly she is or something idk anymore. And then she looked at me and said "Oh wait, you still like her" and walked like three meters away with the other two. I LITERALLY STOOD THERE FOR 10 MINS EATING MY FOOD ALONE BC MY "FRIENDS" WANTED TO GOSSIP ABOUT A GIRL WE ALL WERE GOOD WITH?!! And H said some other shit today about me too. "Oh yeah, what R u gonna do? Slap me again? Bc you do that everytime?" that's the one sentence she ALWAYS says. I dont even slap ppl that often and even if I do, it's a playfull slap yk? It's not hurting, and if It did my friends should tell me.
          And i don't even touch H anymore. I'm just don't give two fucks about her. She is so annoying. Idc what she went through with her family. Idc that her mom's dead. Idc that her dad is an ass. I ALWAYS supported her, ALWAYS! I was the first one she called when the situation at home escalated. And now she's only like this. It pisses me off. And J one of my CLOSEST friends just walked with her away. Tf?
          Oh and some random guy on snap send me a vid of him...... Yk? He's reported <3
          
          AND I. AM. TRAUMATIZED.
           I hope you're doing fine pookie, how are the tests going? 

Concert was fine, I'm just so tired rn.
          Remember the guy I like? The four years older one? He's in the main orchestra (I'm in the side one) and I LITERALLY HAVEN'T SEEN HIM FOR OVER HALF A YEAR?!! And he was there too, BUT HE DIDN'T EVEN SAY HI OR SOMETHING T-T LIKE DUDE- ik he's a nice guy like really respectfully, funny and friendly. Just fun to be around (he's ugly tho :[ ) so I expected him to at least talk to me a bit. Not much, idk like a few sentences BUT NO! LIKE TF T-T I HOPE BOTH SIDES OF HIS PILLOW ARE WARM AND THAT HIS SLEEVES GET WET WHILE WASHING HIS HANDS!
          He's got a teeny little bit of facial hair btw. I haven't seen it close up (I was like 15 meters away) but he has looked worse.
          And the weird guy who likes me, luckily didn't talk to me at all. :) Yay? Ig? 

I gotta tel u something. So. Me and my orchestra have a concert tomorrow and today was the final practice for it and practice was another town asl always. My dad drove me there but couldn't pick me up bc he, my mom and my little sister were on a party with friends. And I asked someone who lives in the same town as me if they could take me with them, and they said they couldn't, which isn't a problem, I could've called my dad. BUT remember the weird guy who was on the one concert with me and my dad? The same guy who's 18 and likes me? Yup that guy siad he could take me home and I didn't want to stand in the cold waiting for my dad so I siad yes, sure.
          The car ride wasn't too weird. I Mena, he is, but he didn't say anything that made me uncomfortable. But the seats were. And the car LOOKED OLD AF! Like that thing was AT LEAST 30 years old T-T 

My dad and I watched Aliens yesterday, some old 80s sci-fi movie and OMG IT WAS ACTUALLY SO GOOD?!! he showed me Torminator (idk if it's written like that) a few moths ago and it was amazing too!
          AND THE ALIENS FROM THE FILM LOOKED SO GOOD?!! HELLO?? I have no fcking idea how they made THAT in the 80s T-T

I'm not sure if I already told you, but I know that I said I have a new obsession called "call of duty" (or cod) and we have one game at home MW2 from 2009 T-T and I played it AND I GOT SO DAMN ATTACHED TO THESE CHARACTERS I STARTED CRYING WHEN TWO OF THEM DIED! LIKE- WHYY?!! WHYYYYYYYYYYY 

OMG YALL MY COMPUTER BROKE AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO POST FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS I MISSED YALL AND ILL ANSWER EVERYONE NOW :))

I just ate my moisturizer... Not everything, just a tiny little bit. IT SMELLS GOOD AND I JUST ATE IT T-T  it didn't even taste too bad....
          
          
          I belong a psych ward 

IT'S ME AGAIN! hope u missed me girlie pop!
          I played dti today and the theme wa something with ribbons idk anymore tbh and while voting I SLAYED ON THE RUNWAY and this one fashonista was like "didn't eat" and he I saw her outfit i answered "ur telling me mines ugly and this is Urs?" and I the whole chat had beef with her later T-T AND I ACTUALLY PLACED 1ST THAT ROUND LMFAOOOOO I was laughing my butt off and the girl went like "I'm sorry" and send me a friend request T-T I accepted bc it was just funny lmao
          Yeha anyway, I hope your tests went well, or good luck if you stoll need to write any!