I'm proud of the progress I have made. When it came to tragedies in the past, I used to ask myself, "Why them and not me?" I believed their existence was so much more important than my own. Now I simply ask, "Why them?" Because I do not doubt my own value. However, I truly do wish all those who perished in a tragedy was still here today; or that, at the very least, their life was not cut short by a horrific act.