Processing ‘life’

Why am I cringe?

I think I’m coming out as an aromatic asexual but also pan…? I’m really questioning myself rn pls help I can’t be all 3 right? Sorry if this sounds homophobic 

I can’t go on. I’m such a fucking hypocrite. I help others with it but I still suffer from it. Actually when did I help anyone? Not at all! I didn’t help them they just help me out of pity. I lied that I help someone illness when the truth is i fucking have savior complex and now they are helping me. This isn’t supposed to happen I should be the independent one not the dependent. I thought i solved others problems but i am the problem. I suppose to be a role model and the friend everyone have but in reality i’m just a stupid kid who thinks everyone needs their help. How can i help when I can’t even walk? I’m so fucking delusional. Everything i thought about everyone is wrong and it’s in my head.

I used to read unique as uni-queue like it’s some sort of unicorn or some shit

Holy shit I just noticed how ugly and tired I look

One thing I learn from rp is I’m either framed or a killer

We got the memory group, let’s discuss it with the other person

What did Junko pick out from the fruit basket?
          
          Dis-Pear
          
          OkI’msorryplsdon’tleavemePLEASEDON’T-

I feel like I need to apologize for something. I am not a native English speaker and it’s my 2nd language so if I made you uncomfortable or offended. I’m sorry.

Himakuma angst is out lmao @smilyfacewe