You know I have always respected you and your decisions, don't you? It may be a little hard this time but I will still try to understand you.
I have always been proud of you, I still am...i may say i hate you so much for everything you did but you know i am just saying it out of anger...right?
I have ways tried to never cry because it hurts you... I am crying because it's hurting a little too much to control but i will get a grip of myself soon.
But i am not ready to let you go so don't expect me to move on. There won't be a single day when I won't miss you, not even one occasion.... There will always be times when i will smile only to stop at the heartache when i will realise your absence.
I love You, Idiot.