Hento

Dad always told me, "Don't you cry when you're down"
          But mum, there's a tear every time that I blink
          Oh, I'm in pieces, it's tearing me up, but I know
          A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved

What is to live

"I gave them every version of myself hoping one would be enough" - Dostoevsky

I apologize to everyone who had the misfortune to have met me

Could you be, my only exception 

I know so many people, friends with many, but none of them seem to fully understand me. And yet, I still care for some of them

I put my hands against my neck,
          I hear the pulse of heart echo
          I see not the sign of life with these beats
          but I heard a heart begging to cease its existence 

I have unfathomable feeling of hating the world

I never felt so looked at, but never seen.