𝐸𝑚𝑖 ♡︎

hey its been some time. 
          I’m still alive lol but i just wanted to say I won’t be continuing any work on this account anymore or on wattpad in general because it’s just cringy to me. I don’t want to ship idols, since they’re actual existing people so this will be the end and i will probably unpublishing my works. Thank you for all the support. Thanks for 1k on the skz os book and also thank you for almost 500 on the yoonmin book. 
          
          I will not delete this account but i will most definitely take down my works. Have a great day. 

Guyyys I won’t be able to upload anything rn since school starts on Monday again, but I’m open for requests and always ready to take them <3
          Just read the first chapter in the Skz OS Book and yk what to do and where to send it :3
          
          ~ Emii ♡︎ 

Why do I feel like people keep unfollowing me lmao

i just realised i still followed my fake as bitch cunt ass ex friend on wattpad. wtf

it‘s seriously not funny, how many friends i have. (I have like one friend that i like talking to, which is also my ibsf) and i have no friends irl. 
          it got worse now, since friendships don’t really work out for me, since most of my ex friends turn out to be backstabbers and total fake c*unts. it got so bad, my mum told me today, that i have to find friends, even if it’s over the internet (she really doesn’t like me having no friends at all and also doesn’t really like that i only talk to people online so it really means smth now) 
          I mostly don’t even know if it’s my fault people tend to be like that to me, i think i‘m being kinda rude sometimes (didn’t happen often just like once and i removed them from snap so they don’t feel weirded out by me even more cuz i was really kinda dry tbh) 
          so i‘m not asking anyone to pm me and maybe text me per insta or smth but i‘m REALLY lonely rn, my bestie is in the mental hospital rn and is barely able to text me (she’s out in 2 months). 
          It’s kinda weird but i sometimes cry bcs I‘m so lonely and have such trust issues since my last „close“ friend and also my ex gf were the worst people, i wish nobody to ever experience people like that. (Not gonna explain everything they did now lol)
          
          so yea it’s also kinda the reason why i haven’t been uploading much recently, i tried being active but I‘m just kinda upset rn and you would think, i have lots of time but i just use my time to chill and read on wattpad and not write or watch reels/tiktoks. kind of sad tbh.
          
          my classmates also seem to all dislike me and be strange asf, like js tell me if you have a problem w me bro (we nvr talked at the beginning and she talked stuff abt me right next to me (even though she didn’t know me and also still doesn’t) slayyy) 
          
          this is kinda long, sorry if anything lol
          if you guys want i can upload an os „story“ abt me and generally js things abt me and what i like ykk
          so if you want me to i can do that even if it’s kinda weird lol
          
          ~Emii ♡︎ 

I’m crying bro someone just blocked me cause i told them in the comments that writing yn stories isn’t okay and with reasons and everything, also saying smth abt the people in the comments who were like “omg I wanna be yn so bad” when yn was literally f-ing w skz like tf. I was even being nice like i could’ve full on insulted them but i didn’t so wtf brooo LMFAO
          
          All tough i think its really funny and they’re a coward for not facing it (people agreed w me and multiple people liked my comment HELLOOO)

WE‘VE GOT 127 FOLLOWERS 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AHHHH
          FINALLY 15 OMGG

Happy Valentine’s day ♡︎ ♡︎ ♡︎ 
          
          Hope you have/had a great day and spent it with someone you love a lot

Jake from enhypen is my hubby ⁉️