Here4dray

Hiii
          	H r u?? 
          	
          	Yeah, I am alive, came back here after 2 years but again just to tang cuz don't have anyone else to talk to right now.
          	
          	
          	Ok, so I am not saying I am a good guy cuz srsly those are cliche but I just want to to vent.
          	
          	I like helping other no matter what even going out of my own comfort zone just to make sure people near me are alright and I know most of them only use me, like they don't talk to me or anything and just remember when they need me, but I am like it's ok, if I can do something then why not.
          	
          	But I hate it that I am always left behind or am always the loser, people who are selfish are always so far above and I am at the lowest right not.
          	I then wanna b like them, like maybe if I also start being uncaring and selfish maybe I will gain something but I fell so bad if someone ask for something and I don't do it.
          	
          	I don't know what to do.

Krishnaveni2002

@Here4dray *hugs* you're very much welcome
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Here4dray

@Krishnaveni2002 thank You  means a lot.
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Krishnaveni2002

Honestly I feel that in my soul. But if there's anything life has taught me, it's to preserve that kindness. Not only somebody else but you might need it as well you know at some point in time. You're a decent person. And I hope you will continue to have the strength to be one.
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Here4dray

Hiii
          H r u?? 
          
          Yeah, I am alive, came back here after 2 years but again just to tang cuz don't have anyone else to talk to right now.
          
          
          Ok, so I am not saying I am a good guy cuz srsly those are cliche but I just want to to vent.
          
          I like helping other no matter what even going out of my own comfort zone just to make sure people near me are alright and I know most of them only use me, like they don't talk to me or anything and just remember when they need me, but I am like it's ok, if I can do something then why not.
          
          But I hate it that I am always left behind or am always the loser, people who are selfish are always so far above and I am at the lowest right not.
          I then wanna b like them, like maybe if I also start being uncaring and selfish maybe I will gain something but I fell so bad if someone ask for something and I don't do it.
          
          I don't know what to do.

Krishnaveni2002

@Here4dray *hugs* you're very much welcome
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Here4dray

@Krishnaveni2002 thank You  means a lot.
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Krishnaveni2002

Honestly I feel that in my soul. But if there's anything life has taught me, it's to preserve that kindness. Not only somebody else but you might need it as well you know at some point in time. You're a decent person. And I hope you will continue to have the strength to be one.
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Here4dray

Today my heartaches sooo much bcs of my precious precious boys INFINITE.
          
          I rewatched all their reality shows, dramas, songs, profile and my heart hurts knowing that didn't got what they should have for all their Hardwork, passion, charm, perseverance, Talent.
          
          I believe most of u don't even know them.
          
          
          
          They were the first boy group I ever followed, they brought me to the kpop world. They deserved sooooo much and more yet they didn't got what they deserved.
          
          Today, they all are on their separate paths and I wish them luck and best for their future.
          
          They were a legend and always will be a legend.
          
          
          
          Sorry, for this but I just miss them sooooo much.

Here4dray

My sister today
          
          Sis: U know. This is the gay/lesbion month?!
          
          Me: yeah, I know its pride month
          
          Sis: I can understand androgynous people but what is this gay and lesbion
          
          Me: love can come in any form
          
          Sis: yeah, but u know what is right or wrong
          
          Me: *thinking either I should start a debate or just stop cuz no use talking with a person who won't understand*
          
          
          Idk what to think about it anymore damn.
          
          I was telling her the diff btw an androgynous and a transgender and in the end she is that means either u r gay or lesbion. Me once again telling her what is sexual orientation and what is gender orientation and in the end I am dumb.
          
          *sigh*

Here4dray

@coffee_addict2005 
            
            Point
            
            And I just noticed I misspelled Lesbian*
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Here4dray

My life is getting shitty
          
          
          And I feel like I am gonna be a love counsellor in future.
          
          Everyone with their problems come to me as I am gonna say some magic words and everything would be alright.
          
          
          
          Completely different thing that I do solve their problem. But still too much trouble and shitty

Here4dray

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@fuck_the_cistem  No more like a headache. 
            
            
            I have to get up at 4am and it's already 2am and I cannot sleep cuz I am trying to find way to solve someone else's love drama
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