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OKAY the first chapter of 'four weeks' is out now!!

Kevinin-OLoki

It is a small world, but paths don't cross easily unless you've got a reason. I'd like to say - and may I please quote from Paper Towns - that "everybody gets a miracle". It's true that I probably wouldn't reach the moon or receive a Nobel prize, but I happened to be born in a world where our boys Bangtan exist. I know it's not solely my miracle and thus I don't obtain ownership to it, but let's admit it - we all want them to be ours. So I have to talk about another miracle. Of course, the biggest thing I have to be thankful for is my family - it's unasked, and of course for granted that I express my thanks - but this isn't Thanksgiving. But today is our boy Kook's birthday. It's also yours. 
          
          I'm going to talk about you since there are probably tens of thousands of people out there talking about Kook. So I have to talk about you. Not that I don't want to, of course - it's not a burden that's enforced on me. But I'd just like to talk about you and I'd like you to listen.
          
          So listen here, Jae. You're sweet. I have friends at school who share the same problem as me (strict mom) but they never really understand our problem as well as you and me. I never understood the concept of having a "complete family" where my parents are with me for the entire year and to have a family member, a brother, that doesn't hate my guts. I never realized that I can find such a good friend on a social media app I have lost confidence with. But I did, and it's during one of my most pathetic breakdowns and you listened to me lament. You are also there when I complain, and complain, and you always listen and give me essays upon essays of responses that always make my day. We all have secrets and we have the privilege and obligation to keep them to ourselves, so I will never be angry if you keep a secret like your family away from me. But no lies, okay? No lies from now on.

Herkookiez

@Kevinin-OLoki  oh my gosh your writing has me shook while i'm crying a sea of tears over it-
            sdfkjhsadkfjsdf  you've been here for me too, and our problems are so similar. i'm so glad i found a friend like you, and i'm even happier that a friend like you exists. we're always here for each other no matter what without our parents even knowing we use this app ><. i won't ever lie to you from now on, i promise. i have a lot of things i've done in the past, we all do. but i won't ever lie if you ask me about them and i know you won't either.
            thank you soo much i love you SO FREAKING MUCH LEAH- you're a friend that i've always needed <3
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Herkookiez

@Kevinin-OLoki  shjhfsajhfd LEAH WHAT IS THIS POETRYY
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