Hey guys, I know I have been dead from writing for quite some time, and there is reasoning for this as this is to address everything that’s been on-going in my world.
I am a part of the United States Army and I have been in for awhile, just sitting around five years in. I have had a lot of things coming up over and over, therefore I haven’t really been able to catch a break in things. When I do catch a break, I spend my time unwinding and relaxing, sometimes I’ll get the urge to write but mainly it’s just to spend whatever time I can to myself without feeling labored to do anything else. Yes, I enjoy writing but sometimes I feel the pressure to continue maintaining stories so you all can properly enjoy them. I know the feeling of reading a good story, then coming to find out the story is never updated and I hate that so much. I hate that for you all especially, especially the ones who always read my stories and vote or leave comments because someone is willing to read my garbage ass writing (I am a very harsh critic of myself) as it feels sometimes I’m letting you all down.
I want to finish my stories but sometimes whenever I start writing the story I’m working on, I just am not in the mood to complete that story or chapter which I feel degrades the story more and more. Examples are my Shadow Company story and Rehnskiold story where I have this huge vision, but I get bogged down and can’t complete it so when I return to continue that story, it feels more laborious than fun. It’s one of the reasons I jump around a lot.
In short, wrapping up this announcement, I want to continue writing. I have a lot of stories that I’ve written in the past, just never got through to actually finishing them. I want to upload them for you all so I can publish my thoughts and twists on things. I’m asking for time and patience because I am just overly slammed. I apologize sincerely for this.