Hetza E.

 A Message from Hetza – Why I Wrote “So I Kept Her Locked Away” 
          
          Hey everyone. This is the first time I’m sharing the deeper reason behind this story.
          
          “So I Kept Her Locked Away” is not just a book. It’s the unraveling of a truth I’ve held in my bones since I was a little girl — and the remembering of the voice I had to bury to survive.
          
          Each chapter I write is a piece of my soul I’ve retrieved. It’s not fiction. It’s real. Told through my eyes as a child, through memories I wasn’t supposed to speak about, and through a heart that still believed love could survive the dark.
          
          I write this for the ones who had to raise themselves.
          For the ones who were the secret-keepers and the peacekeepers.
          For the ones who watched the door at night.
          For the ones who felt crazy for remembering what others pretended never happened.
          
          This is my healing. But it’s also a lighthouse.
          
          I’ve paired each episode with a song that helped me survive — especially Eminem’s. His music helped me see through the shadows and gave me the courage to speak what others couldn’t. This project is part survival story, part soul mission.
          
          If you’re reading this, thank you. For witnessing. For feeling. For walking with me.
          
          This is only the beginning.
          
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          Pain into purpose. Memory into medicine.
          
          With all my heart,
          Hetza E.
          Truth-keeper. Flame-writer. Still standing

NEW EPISODE 63 The Bagel Incident Hannah walked away. ‍♀️ Calvin should be doing the same.
          But here he is still standing there, still caught up in the pull of something he can’t shake. ‍
          Grady’s watching him, amused. 
          Janet’s watching her, knowing exactly what’s up. 
          And Calvin?
          He’s about to do something stupid. Again. ‍♂️
          
          Hope everyone is well! 

NEW EPISODE 56 Dare Me
          
          No one saw it coming not the way everything shifts, the way boundaries blur before anyone realizes what’s happening. ‍️
          It starts with harmless teasing, just another moment between friends. 
          Until suddenly, it isn’t. ⚡
          Lines get crossed, words hang heavy, and no one is sure what’s real and what’s just a game. 
          Tension builds, and in the middle of it all, there’s one question no one wants to say out loud. ❓
          What happens when someone finally stops holding back? 
          Dare Me an episode where impulse meets consequence, and nothing will be the same after. 
          
          Putting all my love and care in this story <3 Enjoy your evening all

NEW EPISODE 55 Twisted Truths.
          
          Calvin and Jared sit side by side , the dim glow of the TV casting shadows across the room . The tension in the air isn’t just from the game, it lingers between them, unspoken but unmistakable ⚡.
          Jared is locked in, fingers flying across buttons as his character lands a sharp blow . Calvin barely reacts, his focus split between the battle on the screen and the weight of everything left unsaid .
          Jared throws out a casual taunt , but there’s something more beneath it, something questioning. Calvin smirks , but his body language doesn’t match the confidence in his words. He fires back with his own challenge, pretending this is just another game, just another night .
          But the truth, it’s written in stolen glances , in the way neither of them really lets their guard down. One final hit, a fatality ☠️. The screen flashes its verdict, "FINISH HIM!"
          Yet, as the controller settles on Calvin’s lap , as Jared shifts slightly in his seat, they both know, this fight isn’t over. 
          
          Hope everyone is well! Enjoy your day, and happy reading and writing.

NEW NON-FICTION STORY So, I Kept Her Locked Away: A Journey of Self-Discovery 
          I lost myself somewhere along the way. 
          For so long, I kept her locked up inside me the girl I used to be.  She screams to be let out, begs to remind me of who I really am. But I don’t know if I’m ready to face her yet.
          She’s been through so much.  Scarred, broken, but strong as hell.  She survived things no child should have to. And she never stopped fighting. ⚔️
          I used to admire her, but she also messed up my world. ️ We’ve been at war for years—the past and the present, trapped in the same body.
          But now…
          Now, she’s done waiting. ⏳
          She wants out. And whether I like it or not this is the beginning of her return.
          
          I'm being nudged to share my personal story on here now. Enjoy your evening everyone!

NEW EPISODE 50
          Jared, Beers, Band-Aids, and Bold Moves  Jared and Calvin go head-to-head in a drinking showdown, but Calvin has more on his mind than just winning he’s secretly hoping Jared will slip up with Gigi. With beers flowing , bold moves turning risky , and Gigi and her friends stirring up the scene , the night is filled with rivalry, laughs , and a touch of drama . Will Jared keep his cool , or will Calvin get the upper hand? Don’t miss the chaos!"

NEW EPISODE 44 Passing Moments
          
          “Passing Moments”✨where every pause has a purpose, and some encounters are meant to linger in memory forever. 
          I have been busy, busy, busy! :) lol NEW Episodes 42-44 trying to wrap up this first season asap. So, I can publish the book  Enjoy your day all!

NEW EPSIODE 41 Unveiled Truths
          
           Get ready for a totally rad episode where Hannah and Jared ditch their masks  and serve up their unfiltered selves. Think flirty phone calls , surprise guests , and major “what’s the deal?” moments . Hannah’s bringing her party girl energy , while Jared’s channeling some serious surfer charm ‍♂️—it’s like the ultimate clash of cool. Can they handle the realness  or will it all spiral into a hot mess ? Packed with drama , laughs , and just a hint of angst , this episode is straight-up must-watch TV . Grab your pager  and tune in, because it’s about to get real! 
          
          Hope you all enjoyed the beautiful day we were blessed to bask in today! Tomorrow is rain, so will be back at it again in the morning :) Enjoy your evening all! 

NEW EPISODE 40 Heartfelt Fragments
          
          Star-crossed lovers destined yet divided.  Calvin and Hannah's conversation feels like a cosmic dance—bittersweet, raw, and electric. Their hearts orbit each other, tethered by longing and pulled by fate, as they navigate the fragile balance between connection and inevitability. ✨
          
          Having to live in my feels as I edit these scenes. Today is supposed to hit 59 and I'm here for it. Remember to take care of your mental health today and get some air and touch grass if you can. The snow is finally melted.  Enjoy your day :)

NEW EPISODE 39 Jealousy on the Line
          
          It’s the 90s , and a cordless phone  becomes the spark that sets jealousy  and tension ⚡ ablaze. Jared’s emotions hit a breaking point  as trust wavers and friendships shift, all with Hannah at the heart of it . Can things cool down ️, or are they headed for a total fallout?
          
          Good morning, all! Enjoy your Sunday, and happy reading and writing :)