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Hello everyone so I need help. Just a warning I'll be cussing anyway. I fucked up. I fucked up with everything and I screwed people over and I'm a monster. I did these things because it was a defence mechanism and that is a dickhead move towards the person I hurt. The person I fucked over is so funny and sweet and caring and forgiving and loving and beautiful and hot and sexy and I loved her so so much. The way I showed it was making up a really fucked up story which some of it is true. If your reading this h, I really do love you and I was scared of telling you and then it snowed ball into this huge lie. and I'm going insane