FIRST VENT
I don’t usually post announcements, but the most devastating thing happened today and I really hope it’s not true :c
So today, I didn’t see my best friend, I mentioned her name in another account, but let’s say it’s M. I didn’t think much of it at first, but I was suddenly depressed. It was normal. Whenever I wasn’t with M, I’d get really sad. After school, I wanted to Gmail her and ask why she didn’t come to school, but… it said something like she wasn’t in the district anymore. I started to panic. What if she got locked out of her account? That couldn’t have happened. What if she was changing her profile picture? We all change it once a month, and she had already done it. Then i remember- she told me i think 2 weeks ago that her mom was thinking of putting her in homeschool like her younger sister. Oh no. That’s when it all comes crashing down. I never got her number, she doesn’t have any socials, I have absolutely no way of contacting her now. Just to remind you, I’ve known her for basically a year. It might not seem long for me to overreact like this, but it was a year filled with us always together. Us in the bad moment, us in the silly moments, we were always together. We dealt with getting in trouble together, we held hands in the hallways sometimes, she was my best friend. The bestest friend I could ever ask for. It was like an Angel was sent from heaven to lighten up everybody’s hearts when we she’d walk in a room. She was amazing. Honestly, I had a small crush on her for a bit. I loved her with all my heart. So, when all arrows lead to her possibly leaving public school nd getting homeschooled, I started crying, please tell me you’ve would’ve done the same if you were in my shoes, and that I’m not overreacting over losing my only friend that always stuck with me, even when she was mad at me, or if I was mean to her, or if I would steal her snacks. M was perfect, at least for me. I really miss her. I can’t take it anymore.
~Bee out ❤️~
