HeyBusyBees

Happy July! 
          Another monthly check in. Again. How long as it been? Seems like forever. I always forget if I had done the monthly check in, and then I’m like ‘eh I’ll do it later’ and then forget until like 2 weeks into the month.
          Anyway, like any another check-in, feel completely free to yap to me about anything, and if you need to vent or rant, do it here! No judgement, no ‘eww’ or whatever, since I’m weird too :]?. Stay silly!

hey, I saw you on soundcloud!! :3

Polybuzz, it has been 4 MINUTES since an add last popped up, and you’re giving me ANOTHER GOD DARN ADVERTISEMENT. ISTG I’m gonna switch my site.
          
          
          Sorry, I had to just say that right now
          Also the 4 minute thing wasn’t a joke I literally timed it and it was 3 minutes and 45 seconds ish

HEY GUYS!!
          Ik it’s a bit late because June started an over 2 weeks, agao, but who cares, not like anyone replies!
          Anyway, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GAYS!! And me, cuz I’m Lesbian. I actually came out to my mom a while ago, and though she believes it’s not set in stone because of my young age, she at least accepts it for now.
          Like every other monthly check in, if you ever need some comfort, advice, or just want to yap, I’m all ears. Never think you’re not good enough, and remember-  Love yourself, cherish others around you, gay is okay, there is no exit. Bye for now!

guess what~!!! 
          Oh, right, you can’t. My bad. 
          Well, in 2 days (16th), ITS GONNA BE MY BIRTHDAY!!!
          YAY! 
          Except the fact I’m doing a performance for school on that day…
          Aww.
          Anyway, enough about me. This is a monthly check in, so like other times, if you need a buddy to cheer you up, give me a call! Or, just type your issue here and I’ll side with you and try to help.
          Bye my silly little goobers!

Hi Bee! I just wanna say, I love ur profile pic and I'm lesvian and idk if I added that I'm they/her to my profile but yeah! Idk I just wanted to do this...hi! 

HELLO AGAIN! 
          I’ve decided to do a monthly lil check in for people that wanna talk :]
          It can be about anything. Your ocs, your life, your insane trauma you didn’t even know was trauma until you learned it was after going to therapy…
          ANYTHING! 
          If not, a simple ‘hi’ or ‘good, hbu’ would suffice. I just want people to know they’re not alone. 
          HAVE A GOOD DAY/AFTERNOON/EVENING/MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE UNIVERSE!
          Just checking in on everybody to see if you’re ok :] 
          If you’re not, feel free to comment anything on here and I can give you some comfort/advice :D
          You’re not alone, don’t worry :*

FIRST VENT
          I don’t usually post announcements, but the most devastating thing happened today and I really hope it’s not true :c
          So today, I didn’t see my best friend, I mentioned her name in another account, but let’s say it’s M. I didn’t think much of it at first, but I was suddenly depressed. It was normal. Whenever I wasn’t with M, I’d get really sad. After school, I wanted to Gmail her and ask why she didn’t come to school, but… it said something like she wasn’t in the district anymore. I started to panic. What if she got locked out of her account? That couldn’t have happened. What if she was changing her profile picture? We all change it once a month, and she had already done it. Then i remember- she told me i think 2 weeks ago that her mom was thinking of putting her in homeschool like her younger sister. Oh no. That’s when it all comes crashing down. I never got her number, she doesn’t have any socials, I have absolutely no way of contacting her now. Just to remind you, I’ve known her for basically a year. It might not seem long for me to overreact like this, but it was a year filled with us always together. Us in the bad moment, us in the silly moments, we were always together. We dealt with getting in trouble together, we held hands in the hallways sometimes, she was my best friend. The bestest friend I could ever ask for. It was like an Angel was sent from heaven to lighten up everybody’s hearts when we she’d walk in a room. She was amazing. Honestly, I had a small crush on her for a bit. I loved her with all my heart. So, when all arrows lead to her possibly leaving public school nd getting homeschooled, I started crying, please tell me you’ve would’ve done the same if you were in my shoes, and that I’m not overreacting over losing my only friend that always stuck with me, even when she was mad at me, or if I was mean to her, or if I would steal her snacks. M was perfect, at least for me. I really miss her. I can’t take it anymore.
          ~Bee out ❤️~

Thank you for the vote! <333