"I was often short of words. I never liked to talk about what hurt the most. I still don't. The girl I was, I wasn't anymore. It didn't cross my mind until someone asked me why I had changed. At first I thought, everyone changes. Everyone goes through something that unknowingly makes them different to who they used to be. But I knew, it was just something I didn't want to admit. I held on to who I was until my smile hardly meant a thing. It was one of those days I knew, I had become someone else. I felt weak, I had always been afraid. But I found what was always there, I found Allah.
He was there all along, but me, I had been blind. I had given my love away when I should've given it to Him.
There are days when I still wander, like my soul is lost at sea. But I know, I know in my heart that things will get better because He has already found me."