HeyIamMariam

Embrace your shyness,
          	Cry in public, 
          	Have big big feelings, 
          	BE A MESS. 
          	

HeyIamMariam

"I was often short of words. I never liked to talk about what hurt the most. I still don't. The girl I was, I wasn't anymore. It didn't cross my mind until someone asked me why I had changed. At first I thought, everyone changes. Everyone goes through something that unknowingly makes them different to who they used to be. But I knew, it was just something I didn't want to admit. I held on to who I was until my smile hardly meant a thing. It was one of those days I knew, I had become someone else. I felt weak, I had always been afraid. But I found what was always there, I found Allah.
          He was there all along, but me, I had been blind. I had given my love away when I should've given it to Him.
          There are days when I still wander, like my soul is lost at sea. But I know, I know in my heart that things will get better because He has already found me."

Meenazz

@HeyIamMariam wa iyyaki ❤
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HeyIamMariam

JazakAllah! ❤ @Meenazz and @sobiibuoy 
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HeyIamMariam

"I ask myself the same question everyday.
          What is happiness? Where can it be found? 
          The answer: Allah
          I have known the answer for a long time but I have always been afraid.
          I'm afraid to be happy because I know it can be taken away from me. I have grown tired.
          Some days I feel empty.
          Some days I am full of light.
          I sit in the darkness in the middle of the night I find answers there.
          You will come across people that don't understand what it feels like to be left alone.
          Just you and your thoughts.
          I am unhappy and I don't know why.
          In order to let him in, I have to open my heart.
          This for you. For the souls that have always been lost. You will be okay.
          No matter how you feel, smile.
          Do good. I promise you, you will find happiness.
          I laughed the other day, I laughed so much.
          I forget how it felt but in that moment I knew.
          I knew this broken heart of mine would soon be whole. And so will yours... ❤