@Rain_of_Books
I do try my best. I have a boyfriend who's more messed up than me, a bestfriend—you may know her, Swaggerqueen14— and I'm always there for them. I'm strong for them, and I don't get to show how hurt I am. I don't get to cry, or show hurt. Do you know how hard that is? Not showing any pain?
I know I'm still here. I don't plan on 'going away'. I could never do that to my boyfriend.