HeyLittleRichGirl

hi ty <3

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YO- if you stan any of the following : bts, seventeen, nct, or my new love iKON, hmu if you wanna fangirl

i miss u did u forget abt me

happy birthday my beautiful, beautiful friend. i hope today is a good day for you and i hope I gets better throughout. i love you so fucking much ty <33

@KALONJOON omg you're so sweet sorry i've been offline in general (yknow mental shit) but thank you so much and i hope you're doing good !!

i just took my stuffed horse and slammed it against the wall till it's eye popped off. but don't blame me sir hoofington it's not my fault my mom told me i'm faking mental illness.

incoming one shot- it's personal in a new way

i've mentally snapped

Don't bring up Trump when Maddie is around.
          
          I like bringing up Trump when my grandparents are around.
          
          I like bringing up homosexuality when my grandparents are around. 
          
          I like bringing up Black Lives Matter when my grandparents are around.
          
          I like riling them up.
          
          I like the fight.
          
          I like letting them know how much I disagree.
          
          I like letting them down.
          
          I like being the granddaughter they never wanted, because I'm the grandson they never wanted.
          
          I like they way they don't glare at me, and instead glare at my mom, like it's all her fault.
          
          I don't like bringing up Trump when Maddie is around.
          
          I don't like bringing up Trump, or homosexuality, or Black Lives Matter.
          
          I don't like to argue with Maddie.
          
          Because she's still the best friend I've ever had.
          
          And people get mad about that, yet they aren't offering to be my friend.
          
          I can sense when it's about to go wrong, because we go silent and make direct eye contact.
          
          I quickly change the topic, or sometimes I let Maddie be ignorant and just politely disagree.
          
          Sometimes I get mad at her because when I disagree, she tells me "it's okay."
          
          I get mad because she doesn't know how unapologetic I normally am.
          
          But she doesn't know how lonely I am.
          
          So despite our differences.
          
          Despite her opinion. 
          
          Her awful, horrible, crude-
          
          Anyway.
          
          I am liberal.
          
          She is conservative.
          
          But we are people.
          
          We want love.
          
          We want happiness.
          
          We want lives.
          
          So don't bring up Trump when Maddie is around.
          
          Please, it hurts us all.