Aaliyah

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I miss when domestic fluff made me feel warm and happy instead of cold and jealous.

Most of the times, I like being British. But then I realise England's most popular song at the moment is basically a load of guys yelling about vindaloo curry.

Hey guys. I told my bestie that I like girls. You know the tiktok trend where it has the song boys and then it changes to girls. I recorded a video of me doing that and sent it to her so now she knows. She keeps messaging me when she figures stuff out like, I should have know cause you were. And it's really funny. Anyway, bye

OH MY GAWD! IT'S PRIDE!!!! First pride being slightly out of the closet. AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! Sorry I'm just so excited.

Thinking of telling my bestie everything. I mean everything. How I probably have anxiety but can't get diagnosed and can't get help. How there's days when I feel like it's not worth being alive anymore. Tell her about the panic and anxiety attacks I get. Telling her about how I feel touch starved. Tell her about that year I self harmed a lot. I don't wanna freak her out and make her hate me though. If she knows everything, she might not want to be friends with me. I don't know what to do.

Fuck me

See you in hell, bitches

Fuck

Hey. What's up? I'm just feeling really emotional. I don't even know what about. I don't even know what emotion. I feel like I could cry but I also feel like I could get up and dance. I also wanna read but I don't feel like reading. I wanna sleep but I don't wanna sleep. 
          
          I wanna sleep cause I can stop feeling for a while but when I sleep, I soon wake up and then I'll have to deal with school and it's just so fucking UGH! I just can't. 
          
          AAARRGGHHH! 
          
          So, yeah. Anyway, how are y'all?