Haewo everyone,
Life has been quite a ride eh? The past few years have honestly been tough and I have found comfort in this fandom when I needed it, even if Im no longer active in it, so consider this my many thanks to everyone who has stuck around, gave my works a try, left likes, and comments that have helped me through many a rough days, and even messages when that function was still accessible back then. I actually don't know why I'm writing this here, I guess you all deserve that farewell (?)—decided against deleting the account over just uninstalling it instead lol, so if you're here from ao3, my apologies, orphaned everything there too so if you're waiting on any miraculous update on my ongoing ones om going to hold your hand while I tell you, that's no longer happening. Cheers!
but that's about it. I hope everyone gets a better half out of 2024. I hated hearing "it gets better", that gets kind of tiring to listen to BECAUSE at one point u begin to ask WHEN does it get better? hehehehe but therapy said to sit with things that are uncomfy, feel it, let it go through its motions and dont be embarrassed about it. Dont run away from it, dont bury it, dont find excuses for it nor justify it. Feel it. and know that some things are just made to be experienced rather than trying to find reasons why they have to happen. A bit unfair, yeah? but life is unfortunately. But hey, sometimes your worst days will end up being your best day, or like what that mraz dude said—the best of your todays will be the worst of ur tomorrows. what u feel is valid, what you do about it is somewhat of a different matter lol, but im pretty sure u guys would know better than me at handling that sort of stuff, yeah? so no it doesn't get better, not for a long while anyway and that's okay too. It will, at some point!!! Take care everybody, it's been a ride. see you when I see any of you (highly unlikely because this the internet but it sounds cool so roll with it will ya?)