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Bro im looking back at this accounts old posts and wtf was i going through Like damn girl get a therapist

Guess who logged back in after like a year

Ok, I’m going to rant for a while rn, but there this one book that I’m currently obsessed with, it’s called Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe. AND I LOVE IT, (but u love the sequel even more). And you might be like, why do you love it so much??? WEL FIRST OF ALL, It’s about Mexican Gay boys, and ya girl is a Mexican Gay girl, not a girl but who cares. It’s like the author took parts of my life and laid it all out on a map and said, “Here, I want you to have it, hopefully it’ll make you realize that it’s ok to be lost and it’s ok to feel this way.” And that book made my skin clear, my grades go up, and make me believe in love again. (No but actually-) AND IM SO HAPOY THAT I CAN FINNALLY FIND BOOKS THAT I CAN RELATE TOO, If you took both characters and mashed them into one human being that would be me. It also includes my favorite song in the book, “La Bamba” and I started listening to it again bc it brings back a lot of nostalgia, and now most of my playlists consists of Los Lobos, the band that was also feutured in the book. So yeah….ok rant over sorry

I feel like I’m dreaming :/ I can’t register shit into my mind any more at this point

Im so not used to people flirting with me even as a joke because the other day a girl grabbed me by my shoulders and said "Youre so pretty and i love your style." Ans then she fixed my necklace and i was like "Im- eye- its a glod say to like women."

Today I told a girl i liked her hair, she said she liked my face, all i said was, "Great i like it too." and flipped my hair. Self love at its finest.

I GOT SEVEN PLANTS YES

I had a long and meaningful talk with a spider in a corner today and we both agreed that plants are cool and that people are confusing

whats dopamine

Ok so ive just realized like, 4 people have maybe flirted with me???
          like how one time this one boy came up to me and said he would protect me cause we were like playing a game and wrapped his arms around me and i just wiggled out and said "NO I CAN PROTECT MYSELF IM A DRAGON." or how this other boy kept holding my hand even when we were supposed to stop holding hands cause we were like, forming a circle or something and he just swung them back and forth and he did some other stuff, like, hugging me 24/7. AND then this other guy was like, sad and told me what was happening and i told him, "Oh damn I wish i could hug you but yk, Corona and you dont like hugs." And he said, "But I dont mind if it from you." AND HE KEPT SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT TO ME oh aLSO MY PARTNER MY AMAZING PARTNER. 
          but like, how have so many people dont this to me what