Just_kinda_a_bitch

okay, so i'm obbsesed.. look at this cutie!!
          
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I posted a new story btw.... i just a silly one for fun, but yeah, it would be great if you wanted to check it out!! <3

so i'm in the libraly at school and my year has it today so the others years can't be here, but a group of the year older that me came in and wanted to be here, but the teacher kicked them out and used me sitting here writting on my pc as an exsuse (like i'm working) and then after kicking them out she asked me "You are working right?" and i was like "yeah" so now i feel like the reason a group of the people a year older than me got kicked out, and what am i working on you ask? yeah, so it's my book, the very gay book that i'm writting.... 
          
          i just found it kinda funny, haha

I wanna go home sooo bad....

honestly the dysphoria is hitting hard right now.... like the bandages i use to bind keep slipping, and dosn't sit corectly, and i just wanna go home and crawl up into a ball....

So i tried binding for the first time today.... i must say, it does really flaten my chest, not perfectly, but it's notable.. idk if anyone else has seen it, but i do, haha....
          
          and i now really understand why your not supposed to work out while binding.... becuse it hurts to breath after walking up the stairs 
          
          (i'm sick, so that's why i'm breathing heavy from just walking up the stairs btw, i'm not that out of shape, haha)

the state i'm in after watching "I saw the tv glow" for the first time is not good.... it's terible, the state i'm in, not the movie, the movie is amazing.... damn.. this, wow.... i did't really understand all of it, but at the same time i did? and the ending, i'm actully in shock right now....

IT'S OUT!!!!! I KID YOU NOT I LISENT TO IT LIKE MABYE 6 SECOND AFTER IT CAME OUT!!!!

ONE MINUTT!!!

ONLY 5 MORE MINUTES!!!!