I was in science class to day when I found out about Zayn. I saw post after post about Zayn leave. I was so devastated and I just broke down. I just couldnt, I just can. Zayn was my everything, he still is but, now he won't be here anymore I just, I don't know. Nothing will be the same. Not the band not me. I was me hope my reason for waking up every day and thinking, 'I can do this'. Some people will say, 'why?'. Honestly, because he is. I feel like a huge piece of me has died. A piece that I will never get back. Even if he comes back. It won't be the same. What's the point anymore? What's the point in living life without Zayn? He was my happiness. My reason. My everything. Now he's gone. So I give up, there's no point.