Skylar

So I am taking a leap in the deep, I've send a manuscript of my poetry book to an actual publisher, to maybe publish it as a real physical book. I will know more in 10 weeks.

Bro I was reading this fear the walking dead fanfic on AO3 about Alicia Clark's relationship with her mom, how Alicia's mental health fails, thinking her mom doesn't love her and prefers her brother. AND god damn it hit me in the feels, because with me and my parents, there is an obvious favouritism towards my brother. I mean they defend him even when being a bigoted pos. I love my brother, but at the same time, I dislike him, he's a bigot.

I broke up with my BF last friday, due to being in a burn-out and therefore not capable of being in a relationship, he slept with some dude the very next day. Definitely damaging of my trust in people. AND he had the balls to ask of me to wait with dating for 2 months out of respect (which I will, cause burn-out) and what does he do? Well we will surely never get back together, I'm not even that sure about friendship.

Broke free from a toxic friendship

Alright the first actual chapter is up for gives you hell, actually pretty happy with it, it's another Ginny and Georgia one, with Abby as the eventual love interest. Also it has an enemies to lovers trope and is a zombie apocalypse AU.

So I am going to attempt writing the first chapter for the new story gives you hell, I haven't been writing due to long covid messing up my concentration. 

So I'm planning on writing a new gng Abby story, but this time, zombie apocalypse AU. I haven't been online and writing, because I got sick, I had covid and was sick for a couple months from it, also ended up in the hospital for a week because of an astma attack, was diagnosed with fibromyalgie and my mom had a stroke and broke her leg.

Merry Christmas you guys!

Oh yeah update on the doctor's appointment, my ankle has mild internal bruising and my wrist severe internal bruising. The stomach pain and stuff is coming from a bad bladder infection.

So I had hope that my right arm/wrist and right leg/ankle would have recovered now, but it got worse. Time to go to the doctor I suppose. Aside from that my stomach has been hurting and I have been nauseous for more than a week now. So things are going great, think my body might not want me to have a job or something.