HimawariKD

I could never have dreamt that there were such goings-on
          	in the world between the covers of books,
          	such sandstorms and ice blasts of words,
          	such staggering peace, such enormous laughter,
          	such and so many blinding bright lights,
          	splashing all over the pages
          	in a million bits and pieces
          	all of which were words, words, words,
          	and each of which were alive forever
          	in its own delight and glory and oddity and light.

HimawariKD

I could never have dreamt that there were such goings-on
          in the world between the covers of books,
          such sandstorms and ice blasts of words,
          such staggering peace, such enormous laughter,
          such and so many blinding bright lights,
          splashing all over the pages
          in a million bits and pieces
          all of which were words, words, words,
          and each of which were alive forever
          in its own delight and glory and oddity and light.

HimawariKD

Please, don’t skim my pages
          ‘cause I got metaphors 
          for bones, 
          and a hyperbolic soul.
          I know I’m a hard read;
          Some pages are half-written,
          others are muddled in tears. 
          Put your hands on my spine,
          bring me close,
          see how I unfold for you;
          how I divulge my deepest secrets and best stories 
          of a life I am still writing.
          Dog-ear the parts of me you want to remember,
          write secrets in my margins, 
          things never meant to be said out loud.
          I won’t mind your fingerprints on my soul.
          No one has ever held me long enough to leave them.
          
          If you love me so,
          then this I promise: 
          read me softly
          like an open book or an old friend,
          and on lonely nights,
          we can curl up by the fire.
          I’ll hold you close;
          I’ll stay by your side.

-Hirako

@HimawariKD I admire your selection when it comes to these things. And hey, is this about our story? Mehe. If it is, don't worry I'll stay by your side too. Tas ung description nung writer sa sarili niya, tugmang-tugma ah. Kilalang-kilala mo sarili mo hahaha
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HimawariKD

I hope that you start believing in the things you once had faith in, the things that kept you from falling apart back then. I hope that you find the silver lining to the things that cloud your skies, and rainbows from spilled paint, and constellations from scattered stars. 
          I hope that you learn to care a little less about everything else, and start looking after yourself. That you slowly let go, whilst learning to love yourself – step by step, little by little. I hope that you surrounded yourself with people that comfort you. The ones that share their moments with you. The ones that never make you feel alone. I hope you find a home in those you love. 
          I hope that you grow through the turmoil. That you wrench free from the chains of self doubt and worry. That you relinquish hatred and jealous and all other insalubrious feelings. I hope you stop looking back onto things of the past. That you leave all rejection and dismay and disappointment behind, and move on. 
          I hope that you find joy in life. That your tears dry up before they leave your eyes. That your heart remain full of laughter, and soul full of fire. 
          I hope you learn to embrace your life for what it is.

HimawariKD

"Kahit anong sabihin nito.. Kahit anong pag tulak nya sa lalaking mahal nya, alam nya sa sarili nyang may maliit na parte sa isip at puso nya na humihiling na sana, sana hindi sya iwan ng lalaking ito kahit ganito sya."