At this point my self esteem is at the point where I feel guilty asking for hugs. I feel like I'm being annoying because my best friend and the rest of my friends dont really like too much physical touch. I even feel kinda bad asking by best friend that I've been buddies with for years for hugs. Also it's hard to cry because of how often I bottle up my emotions that even when I need to cry I cant or I cry very little.
That was my tiny vent.
Have a wonderful day/night,friends