Hirokatsu

Since it's been two months, I guess I should make a small update on the situation of this profile.
          
          I have been taken down the "Glory in War" Series in most part, and only left the edited version for the moment. Even if I am debating whether to take this one down too or not. I doubt there are any people left reading or wishing to read that garbage of a story. I hate it myself, so I don't see why would anyone even read it anymore. It has failed in delivering the original idea the right way and I have failed in giving you guys a story I thought would be worth hearing. But I will leave the last part left of it just in case I ever change my mind. But at the moment, I doubt it hardly.
          
          As for the profile itself, I have been on an unfollowing spree since the last time I came here. Who wishes to get back the follow could tell me about it. I am fine with following some people back. And to however grew sick of this profile and wishes to unfollow, feel free to do it. I believe it was mostly a waste of time rather than what I wished for it to be. I believe it is better if other accounts that work harder and their talent truly shows get your guys' support and activity rather than me. I will also have to think about this account's future on whether it will just disappear or I will continue using it. But since I am not much of a reader at the moment and since I fail to be a writer as well, I do not see its point.
          
          I know the message came out of nowhere, but I believed for it to be the right thing to do. I wished to keep you guys updated on the current situation. And as I said before, no need to worry about me. As you can see, I am fine. I am just rethinking my place here on Wattpad based on my years being here. If you really want more updates, I will try to respond to your guys' questions whenever I come back here. Sorry for taking from your time again. Just believed I should give an update.

I am going to take a break from Wattpad, or even consider leaving it behind as a whole. I don't know if I will come back soon or at all, but I no longer see a reason as to why I am here to begin with. Most of you probably already noticed my "break" on any stories I used to write, and I am also not the type of person to like reading that much. I have given this thought some space, but after such a long waiting and waiting for things to get better, I assume it is time to give a conclusion on the matter as it is now. But who knows, if I get back to my old excitement of sharing stories, maybe I will come back as if nothing happened. For now at least, I don't see that to happen any time soon.
          
          Don't take it as a "goodbye forever" now, I'm not going anywhere. But I simply have given my decision on my problem and will be more inactive in the future. Sure, I can come back when you will call me back to check out something, but I will stay away from the desire of sharing a story at the moment. I don't deserve the support you have given me on my stories, really. I believe there are a lot of people out there who deserve it more than I do. Just some are added on my "Definitely Recommend" library and encourage you guys to give them a try. Would mean the world to me if you could support them as they deserve it.
          
          And don't worry about my wellbeing. I am fine, really. But I will take this break as a chance of thinking more about my own problems. That is why I have chosen to not speak with you as Hiro this time, but as the true person behind this page. So I hope that everything regarding my silence is clear and is not worrying anyone anymore. Of course, if you wish to speak to me, you can contact me on Discord (hirokatsu). Thank you for these two years of support and thank you for giving me a chance. I hope I will see you again in the future.
          
          ~Katsu

I am recently thinking whether I should give up on the "Glory in War" series or continue it. I know I mentioned it some time ago too, but I guess the feeling towards it got even worse. I am unable to write anything regarding it and it doesn't bring me as much joy as it used to be either. I have given it time, taken a pause from it and tried to calm this thought for a long time. But I haven't succeeded. I thought maybe editing the older chapters will make me remember why I fell in love with it, but somehow that made it even worse. And I also stopped editing for a while now.
          
          It makes me feel so down. It was a dream which seems to have completely disappeared. And when I hoped that maybe dreams do come true, it seems that I have only proven myself the opposite. Maybe dreams truly don't come true. And maybe it doesn't help that I am too much of a dreamer. And it makes the whole situation so awful considering that I give up right near its end. But I am not a writer anyway. Probably it was never meant to be to begin with. I just believed that an impossible dream is able to become a reality. So, I guess I am sorry for those who are still waiting on the series' end. I think it will take even longer than I have anticipated or even fear that it won't appear at all. If there are any people even waiting for it anyway. 
          
          Sorry for the message, but I felt like I owed you an explanation regarding its recent silence. Thank you for taking from your time to read my message. And I hope you guys have a wonderful day.
          
          ~Hiro

Happy 2nd anniversary, "Glory in War" readers! Today has officially passed two years since the series' release on Wattpad! So just as I promised, I made a small gift for whoever is interested in more lore! It isn't much, but hopefully you like it! You can now find it on "Stories of the Stars" with the name "Veyh Zhovythdag". And I guess you can take it as a small early teaser for Part 4 as well. Oh, and from now, I will try to post more lore pages that I have in my notes. Expect one very soon!
          
          Now, I want to take a few moments to be honest with you all. While "Glory in War" has been a dream of mine for the past few years or so, I have also observed that my dedication towards it is slowly fading away. I haven't manage to write anything regarding it for the past months, be it the chapters for the final part or bonus stories for the lore book. And while I also said and will probably edit the older chapters this year, I have felt for the first time since the series' creation a sense of boredom doing what I used to love during the editing of the first chapter. And it scares me horribly. I've put love into this series and it has been a witness to a lot of moments of my life. In a way, it was my comfort zone where I could escape and create everything I wanted. Now, due to personal matters, my love towards writing a world of my own has started to slowly meet its end. I will most likely try my best to not give up on it, since I've put a lot of effort into creating the universe. But I also wanted to be honest with everyone and let you know what is happening around the series recently.
          
          This is suppose to be a happy day for you, though. I'm sorry if the message wasn't really fitting, but I felt like I owed you all an explanation around it. Whatever problem I have is for me to handle, so no need to worry about it. Thank you for the support over the years, and thank you for giving my work a chance and making it able to get such achievements. Happy anniversary once again!
          
          ~Hiro