....I don't even know who I am. So, how am I supposed to explain to you? I've spent the last few years reading books about girls just like me. Nerdy girls who'd do just about anything for love and attention, but here lately I haven't been able to find comfort in those type of  books and stories. But why? I have finally realized these books are filling my head with unrealistic fantasies. I know that I'll always be a hopeless romantic but  I've come to realize that my Prince Charming may not be the boy next door like I've always dreamed. I think its time that I start trying books that don't all have the same story line with different characters and a few different plot twist. And just maybe I'll be able to start a new chapter in my life instead of trying to recreating someone else's.