HoHBel
Note to self, eat food before starting to drink
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HoHBel
Just a smidge bit tipsy. Strong cocktails don’t mix well with someone who’s barely eaten and is really tired… fun
HoHBel
@ausuna858300 well rn I’m on holidays, so all sorts of things. I’m walking with elephants and seeing VIC falls today. There’s a helicopter ride tomorrow, in a few days I’m doing a game drive, might be going fishing, visiting my dads cousin, zip lining and a bridge swing
HoHBel
It’s like 5:30 and all I’ve eaten is one pancake… it’s been a day…
HoHBel
@ausuna858300 I’m pretty sure it was just nerves that day, like I was perfectly fine after the SAC
ausuna858300
@HoHBel Aww that’s not good! I hoo you feel better soon though… good you’re having dinner!
HoHBel
@ausuna858300 dunno. Just didn’t feel like it. Could’ve of been the anxiety from the English SAC, or just not feeling well but idk, didn’t feel like eating much at all. Don’t worry, I’ll have dinner soon
HoHBel
When you made a promise and you’re trying so hard to keep it, but the urges are back
HoHBel
Whelp, I had a good start to the day
Had no power until like 3am, so my hearing aids don’t have enough charge, nor does my devices for school. My car is being stupid and not turning off properly, so it has to go to the mechanics. And I have school photos, which I hate.
Fun.
HoHBel
I love how it’s 4pm and all I’ve eaten today is a small pea ice of dried mango and half a can of coke
HoHBel
So uh… finally updated something on my bio…
Only took me two horrible relationships, trauma, flashbacks and letting me be who I need to be to figure it out…
So yeah
HoHBel
Bodies are weird. Like how can I have a stomach that sticks out, but then you can see my ribs. Like is all my fat just in my stomach and thighs and not protecting my ribs? Idk
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@HoHBel yes biological women store fsr around their hips and stomach besides yr stomafh will nvr truely be able to be flat due to the ovulation cycle and yr ovaries
HoHBel
It’s my birthday… I feel old
HoHBel
I just love how it’s nearly midnight, and for the past 15 minutes I’ve been having a breakdown because it’s finally hit me that my Gra wont be there on Christmas, and it feels like I’m forgetting his voice
ausuna858300
@HoHBel awww that’s so sad…i hope you feel better soon! And have a good Christmas at least. Even though he maybe gone I’m sure he would want you to still live and enjoy the life you have…because he loves you and always will be there when you need him most without you knowing.