Okay so i know I'm late but issa okies
You know, i still can't believe that you are no longer here, you were my role model, not even my parents were or something. I took example from you, cause i knew from the first day i discovered you, you'll be something big one day, and you did. You were and still is loved by so many. You were perfect to the eyes of so many, yet, we never noticed all that pain you were hiding, and the fact that i never noticed all that sadness and sorrow, kinda made me feel bad. Some people only saw you as an idol but not as a human. I still remember, last year, scrolling down on Instagram, and just seeing all the news saying that, you died. I didn't believe it, i didn't wanted to. My heart, my mind, my body, didn't wanted to believe it. But of course, i had to believe it. My heart broke into a million pieces, i was drowning in my own tears, it was and still is painful to think about it. My biggest dream was to meet you one day and tell you how much i admire you and love you...well, even if you are no longer here, it still is my biggest dream. I still wanna meet you one day, but that would be in the after life. You may not be here physically, but you remain forever in our hearts. We love you and will always remember you and all the good you did. I miss you...
You did well Jonghyun
