HoboKun

Mmm well I’m back Christmas was a complete mess for me...my aunt died basically just after Christmas but at least I got to spend her last Christmas together...Uh I’ll still be a bit inactive at times but mostly on and off for the most. 

anony_Moose_

Okay, if you need to vent come to me
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HoboKun

Uh well this account may be inactive for a while... my auntie that I had been staying with for a few days had a heart attack and now in hospital and there not sure if she’s gonna make it and I really can’t handle another death so I’m gonna be staying off any media type things for a while to be with family hope you can all understand 

anony_Moose_

I understand, and even if you likely don’t see this i hope your auntie makes it
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HoboKun

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          God I feel terrible...I feel sorry for all the people who put up with me...all those friends that I’ve left because you were toxic...I fucking hate myself for even trusting you. I feel sorry for all the people I blocked out because I thought they hated me but it end up I was the asshole in the situation
          
          Honestly fuck my life... and now life has beaten me basically to the point of not giving a shit anymore...my hearts been broken into so many pieces I fear it can’t be fixed. 
          
          That saying a new start a new me is bullshit all it did for me was allow people to hurt me more this world is dammed and cancerous...I’m a failure and everybody knows it...an unoriginal piece of garbage that everyone throws away! 
          
          And now look at me...venting to Wattpad where no one will care anyway...the place I still find a little comfort in...until that’s ruined...