The thing is, when you feel bad, you want people to notice. You want them to care. So you start showing emotion, let your eyes fill with tears, but never let them leave your eyes. You turn away, act sad, act crazy. And when people ask you, if you're okay, you just say that you are okay. The reason for this is, those are not the people you want to notice. You want that person to notice. So you leave. It's okay I am just gonna go. And you turn around and see if the followed you. But they didn't. They never.