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Well shit.
Quarantine fucked my life so hard, I never hit rock bottom so often and so hard in my life before.
My grades are incredibly low and I'm not making any efforts to make it better.
What is wrong with me? I should've just fucking done it instead of whining but what's the use? It's already too late.
Why do I give less shit about dying rather than my grades? But then again, I lost my self worth along the way.
I want to die, but I don't want to kill myself. What a fucking loser.
Sorry to waste anyone's time if they read this, I'm sorry for being such a fucking mistake and a shitty loser. I'll be gone soon anyways. I don't want to suffer through any of this anymore.