When will you complete your novels about Very Beautiful?

AHHhh hi hi, I know I haven't been uploading anything. Honestly after my semester started I just can't get into writing my stories cause I just need to be in the zone to imagine and make up storiessss. But then I can't just sit around doing nothing because I have so much work T^T.
          
          But I still have like a whole archive of stories and I'm thinking of posting this one, but It's not completed and I won't be like super committed to it sooo, should I???!! 
          
          I wrote about 18k words so far, and its about Luffy as a sea deity or smtg like a god, also he's raising Ace and Sabo duhhh! As for the ship, idk if I want a ship or just make everyone love him but if I do it's probably another Marco x Luffy :D cause that's my thingggg.

Positively blushing while writing a smut scene, *runs away*. Reading smut and writing my own feels so different. How do people even write those super kinky smutty scenes. Pretty sure mine's considered mild~