Oliver

I was reading a klance fic on my kindle and it got smutty but I didn't wanna read that so I was like quickly skipping through it, then I'm almost done getting thru the smut and my dad comes in so I turn my kindle off bc there is literally smut on the page I'm on, gay smut at that, and he asks what I'm reading and then has me show him "I won't be mad, I just want there to be trust between us" and holy shit it was embarrassing. I managed to make it to the end of the smut b4 showing him the kindle cuz I was "unlocking" it but omfg my heart stopped-

FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WE'RE GONNA FUCKING DIE FUCK I DON'T WANNA BE IN THE MIDDLE OF A WAR

Idk who would care bc I rarely actually post anything on here, but I'm alive :D
          
          
          I may or may not have almost relapsed tonight but it's cool...

how you doing :)

OMGGG I THINK SEASON THREE OF SGB IS COMING OUT IN DECEMBER !!!!!
          
          KEYWORD:  THINK

Dysfunctional family core (I just spent 30 minutes helping my brother who I hate most of the time hang up a few pieces of fabric in his doorway so he could have at least some sense of privacy after my mom took his door off)

*shoves 3 band aid wrappers into an empty chip bag so if my mom does get the idea to go through my trash can she doesn't see them...*

When I hate myself and how I look and I'm dressed in the shittiest clothes ever bc all of mine are dirty so I think I look like trash but then somebody I've never seen before starts talking to me and asks for my number and asks if I'm single over text based solely off of my looks and the fact that I was at a GSA meetup...

And now I'm a fucking asshole and a horrible friend and I should just kms before I fuck up again

Jesus christ mom you don't have to hurt me I already do that to myself