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why's this account still get followers and reads on my books please :sob:

Can I be dreamxd in your bio :>

@-cigarette-aheago- //
          
          // hey! I’m sorry for not replying, I’m Alr I just haven't been logged into this account-
          The acc I’m active on is @MaybeAngel7877 and I’m more active on there, you’re welcome to follow it if you want :>

// the funniest thing is watching toxic danganronpa fans come to my profile from my stories only for them to realize I like the DSMP

// this is more for personal use but basically a list of reasons I think I might have autism or adhd
          
          1. This is the biggest warning sign for autism that I can think of that I see in myself, but throughout literally /all of elementary school/ I would throw tantrums in class on a daily basis. If I didn’t get my way, I would scream and cry and roll around on the floor. And I mean a /daily basis/. At first in 1st and 2nd grade it was just me being a toddler, but then I went to 3rd grade and didn’t stop.. then 4th grade.. then in 5th grade I got slightly better, but I would still throw a tantrum once a week. Once I got to middle school I stopped, but it took (and sometimes still takes) a lot of energy to not scream over every issue
          2. I have motivation to do things, I just can’t bring myself to physically do them
          3. I can not be still for more than one second, I always need to be doing something with my hands or legs or something
          4. Sometimes when I hear my parents voices I get mad. Not because of anything they’re saying but I just want to punch them because their voice angers me
          5. When I do schoolwork deadlines don’t feel real
          6. I stim frequently
          7. When it’s quiet, I physically struggle to not fill the silence with some kind of noise
          8. When I was little I would scream loudly when my mom turned up the music in the car
          9. I hyperfixate on things super often
          10. When I’m in school I only do well in 2 or so subjects, which I excel in, and I’m terrible at everything else
          
          // these are only some of them, but I think these are the main serious concerns I have. Would this be enough reason to get myself screened?

// what do I do when I think I might have autism or adhd but my mom refuses to believe me and doesn’t want me to get screened?

// the kids in my ELA class are being homophobic to me \: /srs

// i lost 3 followers right after posting that vent so what’s yalls opinion on cheese

// tw yelling, vent, toxic parenting, mentions of dexth, mentions of the mxntal hxspital, all caps.
          
          // JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. WILL EITHER OF YOU JUST SHUT UP? “I DONT GET IT” “WHATS SO TERRIBLE ABOUT ME” AND YOU THEN PROCEEDED TO GUILT TRIP MY MOTHER AND THEN CALL HER THE N WORD. ALL IN THE SOAN OF 24 HOURS? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. GET A LIFE. I MAY BE A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT BUT AT LEAST IM NOT A DECREPIT, RACIST, FAT REPUBLICAN MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND FEELINGS FOR THE LIFE OF HIM. AT LEAST I DONT HURT MY WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY AND THEN PLAY THE VICTIM. I. DONT. CARE. IF YOU CANT LIVE LIFE WITHOUT ME. GO DIE OR SOMETHING THEN. I DONT GIVE A SHIT. JUST DONT EVER EVER EVER SPEAK TO ME UNLESS ITS AFTER YOU SPEND TWO YEARS IN THE MENTAL HOSPITAL GETTING YOUR LIFE TOGETHER.

// contemplating making this into a clingy duo anon fr