Honey_dew_drop

I really want someone who listens to me without criticising me or unnecessarily advising me. Someone who is always by my side even if I am the one in the wrong. I know I am asking for too much but I am done being someone I am not.
          
          Sorry guys, I wrote for the first time in a few days and already yapping endlessly. Just wanted to share with you guys (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

Hiiii Moonbeams  It's been a long, long, longggggg time since I talked to you guys and updated. I just.... feel empty, not motivated enough to continue writing. Everything is just sooo tiring and busy, studies, friends, school, exams, family issues, extracurricular activities.... everything. Today, I  was feeling really upset, so thought I could maybe open up to you guys because here.... I don't think I trust someone so much to open up like this to them. Even the closest person to me right now feels 500 miles away from me (get the reference??) 
          I always thought I could be myself with them, be frank with them, talk as much as I want with them, joke with them, share everything with them but today...I understand even they don't like my real self. They want someone adorable, kind-hearted, obedient and sophisticated..... someone totally different from me. I am not studious, I am not kind-hearted, I am not obedient, I am not selfless, I am not understanding, I am not forgiving, I am not good in everything, I am not elegant, I am not the perfect person they see. The one who bows to everyone, the one who talks politely to everyone, the one who scores A1 in ever exam, the one who apologizes after getting 96 in maths, the one who smiled brightly every day, the one who is called the sunshine of her group, the one who is said to like mornings and sunny days. I hate sunny days, I am a night person, I hate studying, I just want to lay one the bed all day, I want everything to myself, I am selfish, I get angry at small things, I want to cry on petty matters, I want to talk soo much without getting interrupted, without being misunderstood, without being criticised, without hurting the other person. I really thought they liked my frank, joking and real self but..... they never liked that version, they were hurt because of me. They want me to be the perfect little obedient girl who stays quiet until asked from. 
          
          

Helloooooo moonbeams (⁠〃ﾟ⁠3ﾟ⁠〃⁠)
          Hope you guys are enjoying your life because...I am not ಠ⁠ω⁠ಠ My holidays are about to end and my school will reopen soon which implies that I will only post one-two times a month because this year is a crucial year for me and I need to work hard to maintain my position as the topper (⁠눈⁠‸⁠눈⁠)
          I am deeply sorry for not posting any new update . I have been feeling really demotivated lately ತ⁠_⁠ʖ⁠ತ
          Buttttttt I will try my best to update you guys as soon as I can. Thank you so much for your support and love. For those who always vote for my chapters and leave comments there..... You guys are the besttttt. Your comments always make my day and they make me feel as if my stories are worth reading. Soooo, guys wish me luck for my school and studies. Stay tuned and takee care because everyone's getting sick lately (including me). Byeeeeeee (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

I just realised our username can be different from our full name.....I am so outdated (⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠) but anyways, I changed my username to Honey_dew_drop...so guys don't get confused. However, I wanted to ask you guys, which one matches more with my vibe? Honey _dew_drop or Cloudd_Berry?

Our baby Sunoo is ill (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠) Hope he gets well soon. He is the star that brightens my day (am I getting too cheesy?). I need to see him atleast twice a day....I hope Be-lift is not overworking him. Our boys deserve a lot of rest ┬⁠─⁠┬⁠ノ⁠(⁠ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ⁠ノ⁠)

Nahh, have you guys heard previews of Bloody Paradise? ♡⁠(⁠Ӧ⁠ｖ⁠Ӧ⁠｡⁠)
          It's soo damn good like I just want them to release the song ASAP. It totally sounds like something Sunghoon would make a tiktok on (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

I don't know why I decided to announce it but I am not only an engene but a stay, army and moa as well (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)
          Soooooo, you guys can request me to make a fanfiction on any of these groups. However, there's one condition.....if I don't like the ship being requested, I might not be able to write a fanfiction on it (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)
          And that is becauseeeeee, whenever I am writing something, I imagine that story happening in real life but if it's a ship I don't like or I don't ship....it will be difficult for me to write a fanfiction. =⁠_⁠=
          Btw, I wanted to tell you guys that fanfictions regarding Sunoo (Enhypen), Felix (Straykids), Jimin (Bts) and Soobin (TxT) are always welcome (⁠✿⁠ ⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠)
          These all are my babygurlsss, so yeah (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

Let's prove those people wrong. Let's show them that ENGENEs don't abandon the people they love. We stay. We support. We protect.
          
          Please stream ENHYPEN's music, watch their MVs, celebrate every achievement they earn, and let them know they are still deeply loved. At the same time, keep supporting Heeseung by listening to his songs and cheering him on in his solo journey. He needs our love just as much. Let's not make him feel like he's alone, and let's not make ENHYPEN feel abandoned either. Whether you're an EVER, an ENGENE, or someone who loves both, these seven boys deserve happiness. Even though I still miss Heeseung every single day, I also want to see him smiling, succeeding, and sharing that happiness with the people he once called his family. I truly believe he would never want his fans to spread hate toward ENHYPEN in his name.
          
          So please... let's choose love over hate. Let's keep believing. Let's keep supporting all seven of them in every way we can. Because if there's one thing they have always taught us, it's that even after the darkest nights... we'll be fine. (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

Hiiii moonbeams ☄️✨
          
          Have you all listened to ENHYPEN's new song yet?!? It's honestly one of the sweetest songs they've ever released. After everything that's happened recently, it feels like a warm hug to my heart. It genuinely healed a small part of me. (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          Please, if you can, support ENHYPEN and stream "We'll Be Fine." They need our love now more than ever. Ever since Heeseung's departure, so many ENGENEs have left the fandom, and I know the members must feel that emptiness too. Let's remind them that there are still countless people who believe in them, love them, and will never leave their side.
          
          At the same time, let's continue supporting Evan in this new chapter of his life. I'm sure most of you have already heard his debut song, and it's incredible. No matter what name he uses, he will always be Heeseung to me. I'll always be proud of him. But please... don't stop protesting. We still have hope. As long as there's hope, there is still a chance. Let's not forget the years those seven boys spent growing up together, chasing the same dream, laughing together, crying together, and creating unforgettable memories with us. Until every possibility is gone, I don't want to give up on bringing Heeseung back.
          A few days ago, I had an argument with someone on YouTube. They claimed to support Evan, but all they did was insult ENHYPEN. For an entire week they kept saying things like, "Evan is better than ENHYPEN," "ENHYPEN is mediocre," and "ENHYPEN will flop while Evan becomes a global star."
          
          And honestly... that broke my heart.
          Do I want Heeseung to become a global star? Absolutely. More than anything. He has worked so hard and deserves every bit of success that comes his way. But wishing for his success should never mean wishing for ENHYPEN's downfall. Those six members are also incredibly talented. They have sacrificed years of their lives for their dream, just like Heeseung did. Why can't people support both instead of turning them against each other?

Thank you so much for your kind words dear ♥️ it really made me feel so much better 
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