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Update
          
          PART 3/3
          
          They also added a new friend at the time who was very rude and would send pictures of a Minecraft building jerking it when I tried to talk and when I said I'd just stop talking he said he still hasn't finished and that I need to keep talking so I continuously left the group chat every time they added me back. To make matters worse I was the only girl and I hated it.
          Now my older sister has become close to them
          and plays their race games, talks about race
          cars, and constantly plays with them at 4 in the
          morning them as I am trying to sleep when my bed is directly next to the desk and whenever
          I try singing or monologue to myself about a book she will tell me "Lefty says be quiet" "potato asked if you can lower your voice" or she will tell me to shut up because they can hear me and last night as I was watching Sam and Colbys newest video I would try and get her attention to show her things that freaked me out and if she wanted me to not bother her about it I would but instead she says to the guys when they were apparently asking what all of the noise was "_______ has been watching some stupid 3hr uncut paranormal video since this afternoon and seems to think she needs to get my attention at everything that scares her".
          
          I've never hated her more and now I will not be surprise crocheting her a blue hoodie that is part bluey colors and part bingo when I finally get the yarn.

Update
          
          PART 2/3
          
          Now for the ex, he was continuously posting pictures with his girlfriend in the groupchat I'm in with our friends -I am now only friends with 1-2 people in the chat because they have come to hate me- and I would be fine with it if I knew that he did it other times then just when I deside to talk and text with them seeing as I'm happy for him and her cause they seem like such a cute couple and they affectively make me feel 1000x more single when I see all of their pictures, also the ones that don't like me would say I'm trying to get him back and then when one of the people I'm still quite close with even though we don't talk much now -we call him muffin- tried to tell them to calm down or defended me and told them to stop they told him "why don't you just date her since you like her so much" which I find gross cute not only do I see him as my brother and have met his sister over call and I see her as my sister, but we both agree there are no feelings but respect and then they tried to tell me to date another friend of ours named sham which ew cause I'm pretty sure he's a few years younger that me and I like to date close to my age like and year up or down preferred

Update on my breakup that happened last year and the person I'm interested in who does JROTC with me.
          
          PART 1/3
          
          I am still in love with that person and we were talking with others about how we think the Rotc camp we had for incoming cadets was going and how we did and were on the discussion of how we were motivating the kids during PT (physical training) and one of our graduated cadets that was our commander last year told the people -my crush being one of them- that the atta boys -as in like "I know you got them side stiches power through" that sorta thing-were not helping some of the others and how they were making them feel down about them self and my crush said something along the lines of "Well I know some of them do like it like -me- likes the atta boys and she pushes harder when recognized like that" when I tell you I hoped it wasn't obvious that I liked when they praised me like that when during PT I am given atta boys and I was called out it kinda made me blush

hey!! Thanks for following me <33

I wanna apologize for the Anne wrrors. I gave her a name cuz it was easier for me to write. I apologize for this   if there's anymore please don't hesitate to let me know  but also tysm for reading 

I'm lying here on my bed sobbing because ff1970 came up on my fyp and I desided why not read it again and cry while listening to one of the playlists made for it and I just realized I can't find astronomika or the book anywhere and now I'm crying more cause my comfort is gone

Could you follow me ?

⟟ just had a break down cause ⟟ still really love my ex and he was my everything and ⟟ was the one who broke it off after a huge thing my ex friend whom we will call T started and so ⟟ got some advice first and then ⟟ talked with him told him ⟟ missed him. He said he misses me and ⟟ told him something that ⟟ just realized. If we were still together are 1 year anniversary would be in a couple of weeks and he told me the exact date that he asked me to be his girlfriend the same date that when we were together ⟟ tried to search endlessly through our texts for so ⟟ could set a reminder and memorize it and he remembers it. ⟟ asked him if he would want to get back together and he said that after a while when he trusts me more in the future we can start dating again and that the 8 months we had together were amazing. ⟟ am over the moon and ⟟ hope to get more support in this from friends  and get some support from you guys because ⟟ know ⟟ never told yall about the break up officially

@AsteriaOfStars how are you doing?!?!!?! i just heard what happened if you want i can smack him

I'm in love with my new pfp! A friend of me and my Bf doodle and they are good at it and they made us I'm so honored honestly it's so cute!