Hope11es1yDevoted

It will get in the way and I am allowing it to. I refuse to love you any longer. The matter is settled. And I will have my childeren at any time with anyone I choose, regardless of your concern. Goodbye...

It's not that I don't want you... It's that I can't have you. I refuss to have you blinded by your true feelings toward me. You are my cousin, and I can not love a relative more than I could have brother. I hope we can still be friends

I'm sorry but that just isn't going to be possible. 

You will see me walk down the isle... It just won't be towards you... You will get to see my children, the only thing is, they won't be yours too. You will have tears on your face that day... but they won't be in joy. And I need him, and I bet that you wish he was you! 

love you too... 

no, I will not tell you because he doesn't see the information as fitting his aproval... regardless of how much it really is true. I will tell you one day and you will be the one to help me

You haven't been on my email lately have you... It would make me very unhappy to hear that you have unmarked the one that your father sent me... :(

he is a Great Friend... but nothing more... I love you, so much

hey... I can't help but fall apart now. I had such a hard time with things, and I am still not in the greatest of shape. I love you 

you know I love you... Forever And Always. I still want that baby you know... And the ring on my left hand :)