This user isn't feeling emotionally well. They feel like a useless child. They want control of their emotions but they can't get it. They want help but can't get it. Their friends are all ignoring them when they ask for advice. They're always called dramatic and told to suck it up when they cry in public or to their parents, who were supposed to support their child. They're told it's just changes in their body and hormones causing these emotions and not the horrible parenting they've had to endure for years. They feel unloved and unwanted. They have to convince themselves every night that their parents aren't bad at all and ignore are all the hateful words said to them every night and brush them off as "being dramatic." They can't cry around their siblings, their siblings can't see them break down. They're supposed to be a role model for their siblings. If their siblings saw their "perfect sister" break down in front of them, they'd be terrified and think they did something. They need someone to be there for them.