Hope Jason

"Demons"
          
          When the days are cold And the cards all fold And the saints we see Are all made of gold
          
          When your dreams all fail And the ones we hail Are the worst of all And the blood’s run stale
          
          I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There’s nowhere we can hide
          
          No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
          
          When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
          
          At the curtain’s call It's the last of all When the lights fade out All the sinners crawl
          
          So they dug your grave And the masquerade Will come calling out At the mess you made
          
          Don't wanna let you down But I am hell bound Though this is all for you Don't wanna hide the truth
          
          No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come
          
          When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide
          
          They say it's what you make I say it's up to fate It's woven in my soul I need to let you go
          
          Your eyes, they shine so bright I wanna save that light I can't escape this now Unless you show me how
          
          When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide

be true to yourself

Live in the moment 

Get.Out.Of.My.Head.

Get Out Of My Mind!!!! 
          

never a failure
          always a lesson

I have survived without friends
          I have survived without family
          I have survived without love 
          I have survived without perfection
          If I have survived that I am sure I can survive without you 

The walls I've built
          
          Are built to stay,
          
          They're made to never break down,
          
          No matter what I say.
          
          They are hard as daimond,
          
          Strong as steel,
          
          And they make sure
          
          I never feel.
          
          No true emotions
          
          Have I felt in so long,
          
          I hate this,
          
          And I know it's wrong.
          
          But I can't seem to tear them down,
          
          I just keep putting up more,
          
          I just keep pushing people away,
          
          I am so torn!
          
          The emotions scare me;
          
          I know what lies behind the walls,
          
          I know what lurks in the darkness,
          
          I am not deaf to it's calls.
          
          I know all the pain
          
          That lurks there,
          
          I know all the awful things,
          
          And I am so scared.
          
          But if I do not feel the bad,
          
          How can I feel the good?
          
          I must tear down the walls,
          
          I know I should.
          
          It's just so hard
          
          To tear down barriers
          
          That were meant to stay strong,
          
          And it just gets scarier.
          
          These walls I've built
          
          Are pushing you away,
          
          Making me want to shout,
          
          Stay, stay!

The only thing I learnt from love is the power it gives to crush you 
          
          That's why I don't believe in love