I look around and see faces that see me, but don't really see ME. They look at me and they see this girl that has a loud mouth and no filter, that loves to write and smile. 
I...just..I just don't know how to act anymore, the more I speak, the more and more I feel like a fake...too fake to be real, too fake to breathe, too fake to feel.
     I look around and see people that laugh and cry, love and hate, smile and feel sorrow so deep it makes you want to weep, people that are real. I look into their eyes and see things I can not comprehend, emotions I will never feel again or replicate no matter how hard I try. 
     When I look in my eyes, do you know what I see? I see a cracked mirror trying to be a whole reflection, a kaleidoscope of emotions where I can't tell where the sorrow ends and happiness begins.
   I hope to be real here,  I hope to read and feel things I otherwise thought I lost.
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