@HopelessViolett
@HopelessViolett hiiii! Another kinda late Sunday check in… How ya doing?
@dizzeyglitch I've been doing a lot better recently! It's march break for me right now and I spent the passed few days with my grandparents so I'm in a good mindset right now! How have you been doing?? Feeling any better or still a bit brain blobby? (Either is fine!)
@HopelessViolett hi vi… I’m sorry I missed the last two weeks! I just realized ive not been doing the reach outs… my brain has not been having it for the last couple of weeks… But I’m here now. How are ya?
@dizzeyglitch Ty for the answers and support <3 it means a lot to me!!, Ooo! Musical! It sounds really fun!!! I'm chearing you on the entire time!!!! Also I don't think I've ever heard 9f bannerfall.... but you've just posted a story relat3d to it so I'm sure I'll find out! Ps: side note Yuna is finding a way to get me onto the sunpickles discord server! (I cant do anything myself on discord bc it hates me) Flag will be out soon! (I'm so sorry for the delay)
@HopelessViolett A. Don’t feel bad for ranting. I asked for you to tell me, and I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t genuinely want to hear it. Furthermore, I always want to hear how you are whether or not I ask first, so don’t hesitate to come to me! B. I actually kinda get that depression thing and it’s the worst! Like, just because I put my head down on the table for a minute doesn’t mean I’m depressed! I’m just tired! Just because my hood is up doesn’t mean I’m depressed! I’m just cold! It’s so annoying… I hope they stop doing that. C. Perhaps Red feels like she’s getting it out of the group? You’re right for trying to make sure that Cake is okay and for supporting Cake, but perhaps Red doesn’t understand what’s going on. D. It’s almost time to perform for the musical, so getting that put together is a lot of my time right now. I love it though :) I’ve also started binge watching bannerfall lol
@dizzeyglitch Awww I hope your brain will feel less like a blob soon! Being worn out sucks! *sending digital hugs* Things with my friends have just been a bit off. I love them to bits but they can be mentality tolling sometimes. It's just rough. In fareness it might just be my falt. I'm not great at taking social cues, and I feel like I'm not trying hard enough to be 'happy' like I'm sorry my face doesn't express joy 24-7 because I'm supposed to be the positive one! -_- It's just frustrating . Another thing is tant one of my friends, Cake she is going through a lot right now so I'm doing my best to be there for them. But Red is for some reason getting jealous that I'm spending more time her! Like dude! I'm sorry but your kinda hard be around a lot because you energy level never comes down and your not aware what so ever about other people's feelings! AND THAN YOU ASK ME WHY I LOOK DEPRESSED! Sorry I need to get that out...... Sorry!!!!!! So yeah things aren't as great as I thought but I'm getting through. I'm sorry you had to hear this! Dizz tell me about your last few weeks! (Other than your brain being a bit out of commission right now)
Sleep at least 8 hours and stay hydrated <3
@HopelessViolett Don’t worry, I still realize that you’re on break, I’m just still checking in :) How are you doing? I hope your appointment went well.
@HopelessViolett Promise Duo is peak <3 I’ll keep you posted on my mental health if you keep me posted on yours!! :D
@dizzeyglitch I'll make sure to let you know! I love Promise duo <3 ty for having my back!!!! Let me know if you need anything okie? Ty again!!! ^^
@HopelessViolett I know you’re going on break for a while, but I figured I’d continue reaching out anyway, knowing that you probably won’t respond :) How are you this week?
Hello gremlins! I'm really sorry that I haven't been responding at all to any of you. I'm going through a bit of a rough patch for what ever reason and as soon as the fog clears a bit I'll respond to you all. My first syceatric is in a few days! Hopefully I'll see you around :>
@HopelessViolett hmmmmmmmm.. you need some hugs * HUG ATTACK* Also I’m only here because you were so kind and sweet and brilliant and amazing and inspirational and nice to me and such an interesting person and one of my favourite people and *takes a giant breath* I LOVE YOU SO MUCH No but fr just take care of ya self okay?
@HopelessViolett how ya doin Vi?
Hewo gremlins, so if you guys didn't already know, I'm going to see a syceatric person in a week or two and my mom is going for an informal visit without me.... I'm nervous
@HopelessViolett How ya doing? :D
@HopelessViolett uhm… I don’t know… I suppose it kinda depends on what she’s doing… Like, sometimes something I might do would be to press my fingernails into the pads of my fingers (LIGHTLY. Enough to nip a bit but not enough to hurt.) Or I might try to do a mini spiral? Like an induced one? Where you try to washing machine your thoughts so intently on a certain, unrelated subject starting with whatever first pops into your head and rabbit holing into any random topics?
@dizzeyglitch I'm glad ur feeling a bit better at least! I had a snow day today but I had to go anyways... :P ... Do you have any methods on ignoring things that others do? .... My sister, I don't think she realizes it but some of the things she says and does really take a chunk out of my.... mental strength(?) My mom says to just ignore her but it's really hard...
@HopelessViolett hellloooooooooo!!! How was your week?
@dizzeyglitch YAY!!!!! You got a good part!!! That's awsome!!! You should be very proud of yourself!!! I got a really good sleep last night so I'm feeling better then the rest of the week. Hopefully, I'm feeling good enough from my skating competition this weekend, but we'll see! :> Work on hard on you roll (which I'm sure you already are ) I'm excited to hear updates on the future about it!
