HopelessViolett

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I feel like I'm drowning in numbness.
          	
          	It was like this when my great-grandmother passed as well.
          	
          	Sadness. Then nothing.
          	
          	But this time it was sadness rage envy anguish relief and hopelessness all together. All while I had to keep smiling. Pretending like nothing was wrong. Less my family find out here exists.
          	
          	And now... I feel nothing. Fucking nothing.
          	
          	....Why?

HopelessViolett

@Sunflowerstreet13 Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you a hundred times over.
          	  
          	  I want you to know that you staying is very brave and you can leave when ever. Do not feel pressured to stay if you are uncomfortable.
          	  
          	  Also... don't be afraid to interact with the community you're one of us now. Not just a messenger. Welcome <3 I wish your arrival was under better sercomstances
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Sunflowerstreet13

@HopelessViolett my Dad died when I was young I’m not a stranger to grief and loss at all. I’m sorry I’m not fishing for attention I just personally feel more reassured when people genuinely understand what I’m going through. If you need anything you know where to find me. I’ve decided not to leave.
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AnaphoraWrites

I know it's been an entire week since we found out about Layla and I should've said this sooner but honestly no one deserves to go through this alone. We should make the most of the community and the people that we have. Nobody knew her like I did except for all of you. You're the ones who'll understand.
          
          I'm thinking about maybe making a GroupMe group chat? Or something else, or maybe just sticking to wattpad. Lmk if you're interested or have any ideas

HopelessViolett

@AnaphoraWrites okie
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AnaphoraWrites

@HopelessViolett hold up I should actually get discord and like download that so that's a good option- gimme a hot minute
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HopelessViolett

@AnaphoraWrites I have discord if that works.
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HopelessViolett

this message may be offensive 
I feel like I'm drowning in numbness.
          
          It was like this when my great-grandmother passed as well.
          
          Sadness. Then nothing.
          
          But this time it was sadness rage envy anguish relief and hopelessness all together. All while I had to keep smiling. Pretending like nothing was wrong. Less my family find out here exists.
          
          And now... I feel nothing. Fucking nothing.
          
          ....Why?

HopelessViolett

@Sunflowerstreet13 Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you a hundred times over.
            
            I want you to know that you staying is very brave and you can leave when ever. Do not feel pressured to stay if you are uncomfortable.
            
            Also... don't be afraid to interact with the community you're one of us now. Not just a messenger. Welcome <3 I wish your arrival was under better sercomstances
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Sunflowerstreet13

@HopelessViolett my Dad died when I was young I’m not a stranger to grief and loss at all. I’m sorry I’m not fishing for attention I just personally feel more reassured when people genuinely understand what I’m going through. If you need anything you know where to find me. I’ve decided not to leave.
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HopelessViolett

I might be taking a bit of a break from being online for a bit. Dont worry I'll still pop in from time to time. Just need a minute to process.
          
          Love you all <3
              -Violett

soupandpickles

@HopelessViolett take all the time in the world <3
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MoxytheREALone

@HopelessViolett tc Violet :3
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Yuna-Doi

@HopelessViolett Take all the time you need. There is no need to rush things when things get bad. We'll all wait patiently for your return. ꨄ
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HopelessViolett

If anyone was close to Layla go over to @Sunflowerstreet13 's account please.

Sunflowerstreet13

@MoxytheREALone I’m sorry to tell you this but Laylathelunatic committed a few days ago. She’s not with us anymore.
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MoxytheREALone

@HopelessViolett oh, did something happen? :<
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Sunflowerstreet13

Hey, if you know anyone who knew @Laylathelunatic can you send them to my page. I’m trying to round people up because she deleted her account. 
          I’m sorry if this sounds creepy I’m trying. I really am.

HopelessViolett

@Sunflowerstreet13 I know her she's my online older sister. I will find people. </3
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HopelessViolett

Hai! For anyone who this effects I will not be online for a few days. Why? My devices are being taken away :> Anyways everyone please stay safe and alives. I love all you gremlins SO much, and I'll be back as soon as possible 
          
          -Violett <3

HopelessViolett

Am back :>
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snNJfssgkv55784

@HopelessViolett bai bai, be safeeeeee
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HopelessViolett

UM YALL? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE A TV!?
          
          Okay for context I'm about 15ish minutes into Wifies new video (Searching for the leviathan) and because of how a good chunk of the Fandom views things....
          
          We will have shipping between a TV humanoid.... AND A FISH ANOMALY.
          
          HOW HAVE WE GOTTEN TO THIS POINT?!
          
          but Levi x Hummer am i right?

HopelessViolett

Hi.... uh I have no idea about this but um... could I ask that you guy try to use Pronouns They/Them for me? I'm not really sure how I feel using she/her but I'm also not sure about they/them and... idk I'd just like to try it? I'm sorry if this is a bit weird

MoxytheREALone

@soupandpickles same same
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HopelessViolett

@soupandpickles Yes 100% respect
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HopelessViolett

@soupandpickles I tried it and got Demifluid which after reading the description seems right I think?
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just_queen_ather

Hi! You seem like a really nice person. Would you like to be friends?

HopelessViolett

@Laylathelunatic Lol! <3
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Laylathelunatic

@atherISqueen @HopelessViolett  this tiny interaction made me so freaking happy idk why
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HopelessViolett

@atherISqueen YEAH OFC!!!!
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