Hopepaw32

Ya'll my account was suddenly expired for a few minutes what the fuck 

Forgot to post, but it was my birthday on the 22nd, Wendesday! I'm 18 now :DD

Just rememberd that on my birthday(March 22nd, Monday) my parents bought me some alcohol the day before and I started drinking at 7 am and this was during online classes aaand I got kinda drunk and had to read out something for my English teacher and somehow nailed it without slurring my words?-
          It was funny-

Also hi-
          I seem to have returned uhh,, how is everyone? 

Lmao I came out on Facebook publicly as trans-Nonbinary and bisexual and some asshat with a fake Facebook tried to insult me and mock me and like, my oldest brother spawned down out of nowhere to defend me and the fam 
          Not to mention that a family friend also defended me, while a lot of friends congratulated me. Most of the feedback was pretty positive! And whoever that bitch was, eh, they got no life as it seems-

So as some of you can notice I unpublished my creepypasta fanfiction because it just honestly made me wanna throw up, it was and still is so bad. The problem here js that I cant make a normal good book. Everytime I make one its filled with
          Errors
          Cringe
          Stupidity
          Too much attention on 1 person
          All the overwhelmed bullshit
          And the list goes on and on
          And I'm no longer sure what to do. I'd like to write fanfictions, yes, but I dont know how. I dont have good ideas and I have very poor and horrible writing. And I just dont know what to do anymore

When you read your fanfics for errors
          And realise the whole fanfic is an error
          Hide under a table and cry with your crippling anxiety
          Because you realised that you cant write shit and that you're cringe
          I'n not okay please kill me-

"And now
           When all is gone
           There is nothing to say,
           So go ahead
           Tell them
           Tell them All I know now!
           Shout it from the rooftop!
           Write it on the skyline!
           All we had is gone now!
           Tell them I was happy! 
           And my heart is broken!
           Tell them
           What
           I
           Hoped
           Would
           Be
           IMPOSSIBLE!"

So just realised that my book has 0 votes...
          No votes at all...
          I'm a terrible writer.
          Or is it just that nothing I ever do is enough?
          Hm? Is it not enough? Or what???
          *sighs*Whatever. Still got my friend Sofi tho.

Does anyone like me new book or...
          Is it just trash like always....?