Sorry for not updating my stories. I’ve been trying to write but I don’t have anymore ideas and school has been extremely stressful that my depression probably got worse.
To be honest, I don’t wanna study anymore since I already lost the motivation and I’m not learning anything from online classes. I don’t want to waste my dad’s money because his sending his dumb useless daughter to school. I’d probably be happier if I just stopped going to school now but my mental health is not important, only my grade is. I’ve been having bad thoughts lately and I already made one attempt to remove all my pain. When it was almost done, I stopped and decided to give this cruel world one more chance but I couldn’t take it.
Nobody reads this crap, so I’ll just vent some of my emotions here. And I’m really sorry guys. Things would have been better if I didn’t exist.