Hoshi1511

God your "Broken" on Ao3 is tearing me apart finally they will about my Yoon suffering...

Hii I came from Ao3 to search you in wattpad I read your story Broken there and it's depressing me and I can't stop reading and so curious about that so I wanted to when were you planning to upload and if you could upload soon...

Everyone the story "broken" is discounted here,but I'm completing the story on Ao3.
          
          you can check there I have updated 2 more chapters there,my username is same.
          
          and also the story "silence between walls" will be on hold for sometimes.
          
          
          I don't think that I'll upload anymore stories here on Wattpad because my stories are very explicit and people don't really like it.
          
          so yeah only stories that have very less explicit scenes will be uploaded here.
          
          also you can subscribe my yt channel! I'll be uploading stories there as well, support me!•́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀
          
          I'm broke asf maybe I can earn something through yt.
          
          Yt channel Is "_.Shiawase._".
          Thanks!
          

Hey, 
          How u doing?? Hope u r doing fine. I wanted to know about ur book Broken, I want to read it. When will u update it plz don't take it down 

So I get these horrible chest pains often,and rn it's happening and this time it worse than ever..
          
          Feels like I'll die rnミ⁠●⁠﹏⁠☉⁠ミ.
          
          I have many ideas for stories and I have already like wrote some parts..
          
          If I die today what will happen to my stories (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠) they'll always be in the drafts,and the ongoing stories?(⁠˘⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠˘⁠).
          
          Should I get checked?(⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)
          If I was an adult I would get checked because man these random chest pains aren't for the weak(⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠).
          
          Anyways if I don't post ever again after this just know I'm dead.and if I ever,ever just stop posting know I'm dead.
          
          Goodbye (⁠☞ﾟ⁠∀ﾟ⁠)⁠☞

I stubbed my thumb somehow?and it's hurting so bad, it's not broken good thing.
          
          But it's hurting ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙.
          
          I use my phone to write the stories and it's difficult to type(⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠).
          
          But don't worry I'll update on time,I will use my index finger ◉⁠‿⁠◉.

Life always tests me,like it tests my temper.
          
          I have a bad,very very bad Temper,like I just get easily anger and also it's maybe easier to ragebaite me O⁠_⁠o.
          
          Ig my sister always ragebaites me!!!!
          
          Anyways I always get angry but I control it and now it's like therse so much anger filled inside my mind like so so much!.
          
          And whenever I am angry I always want to hit people,break things,maybe kill people ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙
          Ok that's weird.
          
          But ig it's normal.
          
          Also,I am a fatty.
          
          Iam ugly chubby girl(not all chubby girls are cute),I have heard that people who are fat are nice and cool!I try to be nice but idk about cool.
          
          
          Also saw this in a reel
          "जिन लोगों को चर्बी ज्यादा होती है वो अधिकतर अच्छे स्वभाव के होते हैं व वे खुश रहते हैं"(something like this, can't remember correctly)
          
          Respect that,but why am I not happy or cool?why?am I defective?!
          
          Like half of my problems come from being fat!
          I can't even lose weight,you know why?
          Because I have gained weight because of stress and anxiety and to loose weight I have to control it. End it,but how?!how do I control my stress and ANXIETY?!
          
          I have tried dieting,I have tried working out.
          
          ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          
          Oh lord! end my misery!! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          

They say that I'll cry blood tears that I'll be beaten to death,that no one will be by my side,that I am so useless and worthless,that I am so unlucky,that I'll never ever be happy.
          
          Like already know these,tell me anything else!
          I already know that I'll never ever be happy,that I'll be all alone in the future,that I'll cry tears of blood,that I'll be beaten to death,and I also know how useless and worthless I am,I already know,so tell me something else!
          
          Also,I don't have even know If I'll be in this world,I don't know if I even have a future?maybe I won't be there anymore?.
          
          Maybe I don't have a future?
          
          Maybe I'll die somewhere in between?
          
          Idk man!
          
          Mental health have been messed up and on top these people are adding ghee to the fire.
          
          Like just as I was thinking that I should not be alive anymore,I shouldn't live I should die,she brought me another reason to not be alive (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠).
          
          Anyways if ur looking forward for an update I will give u all tonight!also am bringing a new story(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠).

Boys really are something 
          
          My cousin was like"oh so ur jealous of ur friend because she has a boyfriend?".bitch wtf? ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          If you say so I am jealous of the boyfriend because he has her!as his gf ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ.
          
          Btw I am looking for a gf, let me know if anyone wants to be my gf◉⁠‿⁠◉.

@jgschild ha achha hi gya tha(joker wali emoji):⁠-⁠)