Hoshi◌

I feel so bad when I see a family all happy and behaving good with each other,I wish I was never born •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀
          
          And I feel so much jealous when I see father's life loving their daughters .
          
          My father loves me to but he doesn't shows it,I m not sure if he actually loves me ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ.
          
          Whenever I touch he acts like he'd been touched by fire ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ.
          
          It's been years since he had hugged me (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠)
          
          I wish he would hug me༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
          
          I badly want to hug him bro (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠).

Uhm, how can someone be so useless and still want love attention and care?  8 )...
          
          I uh I what ,I don't know what to do.

It actually hurts, it's suffocating not having any friend who is physically with you :⁠-⁠(
          
          An even if I somehow make friends they just leave (⁠+⁠_⁠+⁠) and me being a witchy bitchy I m so sensitive (⁠*⁠_⁠*⁠) even little things hurt me,and sometimes big things doesn't hurt me ;⁠-⁠)
          
          I have friend online,but I need one in real life bro(⁠T⁠T⁠) I want someone who is physically with me and understands me :⁠-⁠\
          Everyone's Happy and chatting with their friend and I'm just sitting like a bhondu O⁠_⁠o
          
          It's hard for me to be in school 8(
          Like I'm the always left out *⁠\⁠0⁠/⁠*
          
          Why always I have to be the understanding one :⁠-⁠[
          
          Why God God why?(⁠T⁠T⁠)(⁠T⁠T⁠)(⁠T⁠T⁠)(⁠T⁠T⁠)
          
          I can't even cry right now cuz it's like am not able to produce tears O⁠_⁠o
          

I feel so tired >⁠.⁠<
          Like I just want to sit still and rot away 8⁠-⁠).
          I want to just sit still with a completely blank mind :⁠-⁠|
          These voices just won't stop.
          Like bro stop! don't you all need break? always talking and talking =⁠_⁠=
          At this point even in my sleep I hear these voices in my dream (⁠T⁠ T⁠)

I genuinely do not deserve anything or anyone no 8⁠-⁠)
          

Ayeee i feel so cringy if i express my feelings like so much cring, it's like I'm seeking attention by talking about my feelings :-\

Uh, sometimes I feel like I should actually appreciate and love myself and the thing i do or create,should I?or should I continue being the same?the number one hater of myself ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡.
          
          Tu kya merese nafrat karega re mai to khudse hi nafrat karti hu ;⁠)

Hey everyone! Sorry for the spam ^^ Just popping in to share my new one-shot, a fluffy and heartwarming romance about Namkook. I’d be forever grateful if you could at least take a look and vote. Thank you so much in advance!
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          I'm so sorry for disturbance, but can you have a look?and vote please ❤❤❤

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