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to those who even read these at all I have been torn between to things like love, my fanfiction and my boyfriend sadly. he hates my "obsession" and wants me to quick fanfiction all together that means deleting this on my ipod sadly. as a writer I will do my very best to write stories even though I don't know if any of you even care which I don't mind at all im just trying to be nice if some of you do care. im very so deeply sorry about this and the way things are going I don't know if anything will last much longer. I have many ideas popping in my head which ill list as "story idea #1" 2,3 and down the line. some stories like story idea #2 will have these things ( ) which I cant even try to spell with out making myself look like a idoit , will have text inside it which will be the title I think or decided to make the title to be. with my relationship going the way it is two things might happen. 1 being that everything goes down the shitter ( sorry for my bad mouth XP ) and ill be so deep in depression I will cry myself to sleep and start hearing the voices again and yes im crazy but please don't think bad of me :'( or 2 being things will be ok and ill have to update in secret or delete this all together and I hope not wattpad is very helpful organizing my story ideas thankfully. other than being more stressed than a pregnant lady trying to think of baby names im perfectly fine I think other than my marbles now rolling everywhere. if you would like too I do want to ask for thoughts on my ideas if you would like too. once again im very sorry for my grammar and spelling issues which may or may not be fixed im not sure exactly and please don't be mad or upset with me im already stressed with people hating me and giving me shit. I hope all of you who read this are having a wonderful day or week what ever and having a better life than I am at the moment and thank you all who put up with me and read my stories thank you so very much and good bye for now