Panicking. Calm down, breathe, there you go girl, deep breath. But remember that thing? Oh god, shaky inhale, can't breathe, can't breathe, CAN'T BREATHE. I need help, need to call a friend. No no no, can't do that, can't show weakness, can't be reliant on someone or something. Deep breath, deep breath, drink some water, it's okay. But wait, it's not. Okay, okay, okay. But what do we do? WHAT DO WE DO? Panic, panic, PANIC. Oh god, can't breathe. Can't breathe...