HowardStarkPotts

Hi guys…. I haven’t been much active recently … it’s a multitude of factors like writer’s block, mentally tired and a bit of hopelessness ngl. Like I said I had a pretty big exam just recently in my life… and even after getting the desired marks the result wasn’t equivalent and it just…. Quietly shook me to be honest. Making me feel that no matter how hard I work it doesn’t really matter. Even now as I stand in the between zone… figuring out what to do next, I am facing a conundrum; if I should even continue forward or not. And if not, then what? With all this… honestly wattpad, and writing my books became a source of escape to me… till it wasn’t. I am gearing up myself to come back, slowly write one chapter at a time, somedays it’s easy… 30 mins and I’m done with one chapter and some days it’s really difficult… where I can’t even write one line. 
          
          So my main point was…. I’m still here. I’m not leaving, probably won’t be leaving for a while. But just felt slightly guilty for not being able to be consistent ig. And just wanted to share a bit of myself whilst I could. 
          
          So yes. That’s me. Slightly lost, don’t really know what falls ahead of me, have so much free time right now but feel guilty for actually enjoying myself and my time after… honestly atleast ten years of constant work and studies. Yet have nothing else to do but wait and study and see the world move past me whilst I stand at one place rooted to the ground.
          

I will post the next chapter soon…. The results I was waiting for weren’t what I expected so it took a hit on me. Sometimes life just doesn’t work the way you want it to ig.

Our Vernon’s fic is up!

My next book is also one from the maknae line hehe. Any suggestions?
          
          Also when you think of the maknae line, do you first think of chaos or calm? 

Ngl Jun might be my ult bias in svt (has been since the start) but Dino … damn. Real strong bias wrecker

Thanks for adding my book!

Idk whenever I’m writing the last chapters of my fics I keep Jun’s silent boarding gate and Crow as my OSTs just for the vibes ✨

How are you guys liking Heaven’s cloud so far? I try to approach each character a bit differently so always curious as to what you think about them! 

All my love is finished! How did you guys like it? Do you like my writing style in Beautiful or All my love more?
          
          
          P.s. the next book might take some time (or not haha) but it definitely won’t be triple updates everyday, the next two three months for me will be the most hectic months of my life TT

All my love reached #1 in kpop damn….